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Another turning point

2008-04-17T00:58:00.002+08:00

Here i am again. Tomorrow will be my first working day for my 6th job throughout my career. How long can one hop from one job to another? I just don't know why some people think that moving on is a bad thing. If I were to stay at my first job until now, i think my salary will be at 3k+. This is me, whenever new opportunities are given, i'll grab them, of course only after consideration. It's time to put effort and to cope with new environment again. Let's hope there's a job which i found it worth staying :)

I'm back again =)

2007-11-18T22:13:00.000+08:00

Woah, it's been more than a year. I feel like blogging again haha.. Wonder what i'm doing for the passed 12 months? Nothing much had changed. I'm still the old me. Still single.. still searching :p Mmh.. gonna turn 28 next coming Sunday. I've been sick for the passed 3 weeks, coughing very badly, motorbike was stolen, and started a new job last wednesday as a System & Database Administrator. Need to drive to work and have to wake up early in the morning to skip the traffic. Haha.. have to get used of driving already. No choice. Will update this blog regularly soon :p

i'm back =)

2006-11-12T01:31:00.000+08:00

hardly count the number of months since i last blog. mh.. i guess it's a waste not to update this blog mine. at least when i grow older.. i can still review back some of the posts. i'm turning 27.. this coming 25th.. comparing to the previous years .. well.. of course.. i got better pay.. i got a 2nd hand car.. a new living environment.. but.. same old lifestyle. i've always wanted to blog.. but too lazy.. haha.. blogging takes time.. it makes u think what u wanted to type .. how you feel.. sometimes indirectly motivate oneself.. because from my opinion.. whenever u zoom into ur feelings.. ur situation.. u tend to understand urself better.. anyway.. motivation is just part of it.. it's effor that matter.. and how much effort to put in is another things to be kept into consideration. :)

Blog revival =D

2006-07-18T00:51:00.000+08:00

It's been months since i last updated this blog... haha.. finally.. can access the internet through streamyx again.. too full now.. had a heavy dinner with bunch of close friends :) latest update.. loong chai got gf liao @@ .. argh.. only few guys still single.. including me of course lol.. sigh.. wat to do.. pai is like that loh.. zz.. i'm waiting for this DL to finish la.. damn slow.. zz anyway.. it's good to be back =)

DEBT FREE~~~ LOL

2006-03-10T00:35:00.000+08:00

Yeah..finally.. a none debt life =) looking back at all the years i've been working.. now only i realise how nice to have own savings.. zz.. not that i dont want to save previously..it's just that i hardly have any $ left for saving =p .. life is getting better =) it's been sometime i never update the blog.. =) nothing much to share.. daily life are too boring to write about.. mh.. at least it's better than the past few months.. no doubt a bit boring.. but feel better =) haha.. mh.. must learn how to enjoy life.. and most important of all is to learn how to be grateful for wat we have =) stay happy =D

A time for letting go...

2006-02-18T01:47:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since chinese new year.. valentines day over haha.. went out with 2 female LOL but .. none is my valentine.. =) nvm lah.. at least i feel better lately.. learned how to forgive and forget.. and learned how to let go.. life's getting better.. going debt free =) Was given a new notebook today.. no doubt it's a bit troublesome..since i'm riding a bike.. kinda worried that will break it.. mh.. guess i'll have to be extra careful with traffic.. =) i'll be going for interview next tuesday ^_^ wish me luck.. finally a job that requires to travel .. been looking forward for such job.. but ..will i get the offer? mh.. i hope so.. wanted to travel around.. better than staying at office all the time .. that's how a sagittarius goes i think =p ...

Chinese New Year ....

2006-02-04T13:35:00.000+08:00

27th Jan - bad traffic..
Went back to kampar with bro and his wife in their new honda city. Traffic was bad.. reached home around 11pm something. well..nothing much to do after that.. slept early that night.

28th Jan - boring..
Woke up around 9am then go for breakfast with family. been staying at home all the while.. watching tv and vcd -_- ..reunion dinner are kinda simple.. then went back home for tv again LOL.. sigh.. but then friends came around 12am and went out a while for a short chat.

29th Jan - CNY
was disturbed by the sound of the radio early in the morning.. took a cold bath and put on new clothes, prayed and then went out with family for breakfast.. then spent whole day at home again LOL.. nothing much to do la.. no transport.. no place to go..so..stay at home lo.. then call everyone in the phone book wishing them gong xi fa cai la. quite funny finding out ppl who's still sleeping during noon of 1st day on CNY. perhaps went out late last night. just like me during previous years.. -_- life changed...

30th Jan - lose money LOL
went to visit my grandmother at langkap..then spent some time playing cards..lost rm100+ sigh.. found myself lost interest in gambling liao.. almost lost interest in everything.. this CNY is kinda killing me.. went for beer with friends at night..and puke like hell haha.. dono la.. i also dono y like that..

1st Feb - the gathering
mh.. one of the most happening day this CNY.. argh.. lazy type so much.. LOL..it's the gathering day.. here's some pic taken during the dinner =)

The attendance are quite disappointing.. probably most of them are busy with their own family liao..

In a year or two.. i guess the most we can get is one table for the gathering LOL

As for the guys.. it's great having u all as friend =)

mh.. guess.that's all la.. kinda lazy typing =p anyway.. happy chinese new year!

Sad..

2006-01-24T23:40:00.000+08:00

Was rejected by her today.. -_- Sad.. but at least i voice out my feelings.. which is kinda relief.. better than keeping it inside the heart and suffer.. yet..still sad.. I accepted it with open heart.. life goes on.. mh.. finally got my increment and bonus.. although it's a bit disappointing.. from other point of view.. it's makes me wanna work harder.. but whether i am happy or not? for sure i'm not.. sigh.. so..that's how the year of dog start.. a bad start though.. anyway..there's still long way to go.. it's time to heal.. read something just now saying that 'when a lie is told 100x times, you'll eventually start to believe it's a truth' .. how truth is that? let's try..

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CNY coming =D

2006-01-21T19:52:00.000+08:00

It's been weeks since i last updated the blog.. now that the internet access at the office was blocked, maintaining the site will take some effort =) Well chinese new year is coming.. will have one week break during the festival. Mh.. i went to KLCC aquaria with Sally today.. =) saw various types of aqua life.. then went to sunway pyramid walk walk and the go back home in the afternoon. A short date.. but..a happy one though..
Since there're nothing much to do at home.. i watched the download movie "再說一次我愛你".. heart touching movie.. T_T .. feel kinda sad.. sigh.. coming monthend le.. still no sign of increment.. but there're only days to wait in order to confirm.. hopefully will have a good 'doggy' year =)

Goodbye 2005....Welcome 2006

2005-12-31T22:48:00.000+08:00

New year coming.. 1 hour to 2006.. never really celebrate new year.. been to countdown once few years ago... too crowded.. hardly enjoy. so.. choose to stay at home.. in other words.. no function LOL. nvm.. get used to it already.. mh.. coming new year.. time to put extra effort in work.. time to achieve something.. will try hypnotize myself to become a workaholic.. mh.. at least in the end.. i gain.. better than doing something meaningless.. anyway.. let's hope year 2006 is a good one =)

Merry Christmas =)

2005-12-26T14:50:00.000+08:00

Mh.. not sure whether yesterday was the best christmas in my life..but it's definitely better than previous Xmas..woke up at 7am ..take a cold bath and then drive to Klang and reach there about 8.. she was late -_-" but that's ok =P got a christmas present from Sally =) haha..my 2nd christmas present.. 1st one was from my brother.. we went to pulau ketam for breakfast .. mh..nothing much special there.. just a typical fishing village to me.. but it's with who you are going that count =)

Photo taken at Pulau Ketam

Stay at the island until afternoon and went back to klang parade for a drink and bowling.. haha..pai seh.. i nearly lose to her =p walk around and then went to Sally's house for dinner.. forgot how long i've never had a home made meal -_- had one last nite =p really appreciate for her invitation la.. went back to JJ after a short while and went home.. mh.. a bit tired.. but happy.. =)

Klang one day trip =)

2005-12-18T13:59:00.000+08:00

It was raining yesterday morning.. yet i still need to go to office to rush up the project. Too bad..my colleague fong fei kei me T_T ..since there are nothing much i can do without his present.. I went to Klang to find Sally =) Meet up with her as Jusco and then go for bak ku teh at Bayu if i'm not mistaken =p Mh.. cant deny that she had great potential of being a tour guide haha.. i can hardly remember all the place she had mentioned.. :) went car pooling around klang area.. the wheather is just nice.. ^_^ cloudy day.. stop by a temple and snap a few pic there =p haha..not going to post her pic.. as she may not like it.. =p

We then went to tanjung harapan.. for drinks.. and tauhu bakar .mh.. according to her .. couples used to date there.. the place is also know as 'No. 8th bridge' if u directly convert it into chinese =) I'm like @@" when she told me it's called No. 8th bridge because of the bricks formation haha.. like that also can =p cute LOL

Spent some time at the pasar malam.. had a durian there haha..her favourite -_-" and then tried the 'smelly tou fu' .. at last.. i tried haha... the taste are weird.. but it's still acceptable =) hehe.. finally we went to a place called kampung for drinks 2 glass of juice entitle a lucky draw.. got rm5 voucher thru the draw and tapao an ABC for her haha :P

Going home around 9.30pm =) it's a happy day haha.. this is 2nd time seeing her.. =) going to see her this coming christmas hehe.. cant wait for that day to come =)

Photo taken at klang temple

Latest update..

2005-12-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

Um.. long time didnt update this blod already =) hardly had time during office hour.. when i reach home.. it's all warcraft =p There are things to blog .. it's just that i'm lazy to think about it. Alright.. i'll update this once and for all. What had happened for the pass two weeks?? erm.. gonna type it out one by one...

1. My 26th birthday
Mh.. not really happening.. not much celebration.. i went to work that day as usual.. what's different is the birthday greetings from friends, although not all my friends remember it but it's just nice when someone remember ur birthday. I went back home early that day. Loong Chai and me went to find Hoong, his gf and Boon seng for dinner.. we r eating like mad that day =p although no cake with candles.. i did make my wish.. nevertheless it's a happy day =)

2. Confirmation
Finally confirmed by the employer.. but the sad news is that there are no increment.. but boss said that salary will be revised during year end. Mh.. wonder how much i will get with such performance.. -_-"

3. The story of Ah long LOL
Dont misunderstand.. it's not about Chow Yuen Fatt.. it's about a friend of mine.. zz. a so called 20 yrs friend.. knew him since kindergarden.. a brilliant guy during primary school.. things changed ..no one know why he sux so much now.. even myself wonder what actually went wrong with him.. he's getting worse and worse.. erm..better dont want talk much abt him.. a brief explanation tells all ..the problem is that he borrow money from loan shark.. family settle 8k for him and now he's in debt again.. how could someone so stupid to borrow from shark loan for the 2nd time? Nothing much to say since i'm not going to help :p just hope that he'll turn over a new leaf.

i think that's all la.. oh ya. bought myself another bluetooth USB at KLCC PC Fair after the first one broken.. =) Took a few snap at KLCC .. just trying to make the blog more interesting la..rather than plain text.. kinda boring LOL.. mh.. i guess it's not bad la =p

Did some shopping at Sungai Wang after that and went back home ^_^ tired..

Laughing ingredients =)

2005-11-22T13:45:00.000+08:00

Finally …had a good laugh yesterday =D … stomach nearly cramp laughing LOL .. when it comes to ingredients.. what you need are close friends.. memories of the past.. drinks.. foods.. and time. =) Went to kepong with Leong and Loong for dinner last night around 9pm.. everyone starving LOL .. I went to buy 3 ‘kuih mangkuk’ + 2 pieces of prawn crackers right after I order my drinks.. Leong order lots of food ..especially the hong kong chee cheung fun.. I’m like @@” looking at the plate of noodle LOL .. it’s just nice sitting around with friends talking about anything =) It’s been sometime I never laugh like yesterday.. and how I wish days are fill with laughter.. how about yours?

Big Day!

2005-11-16T12:27:00.000+08:00

Um..it’s not my big day though.. it’s for the current company I’m working for. REXIT went public listed today. Starting market price at 0.32 and throttle up to 0.42 when the market open, price continue going up until 0.53 and lasted less than 1 minute before going down to 0.45/0.46. Company agreed to buy back at 0.50 before listing. Most of the staff intend to keep it, since I was on loan =p I sold it back at 0.50 earning few hundred bucks =p Mh..no one can predict.. who know it may go up again later.. anyway.. it doesn’t matter for me.. =) I already earn myself a water heater haha…

Did you laugh today ??

2005-11-08T17:44:00.000+08:00

I repeatedly heard from radio, saying that laughing for a mere 1 minute a day can actually make your live longer… no doubt about that.. because everyone know laughter is the best medicine..Now.. ask yourself..when is the last time you laughed? When I say laugh.. I mean it’s not faking it. I could hardly remember when is the last time I laugh..-_- but in daily life.. I used to type LOL / ROFL / LMAO etc etc.. I wonder that can consider as laughing -_- I think it’s more like a habit to me. Did you notice that there are nothing much to laugh about in our daily life as we grow older..? Laugh doesn’t come naturally.. most of the time.. it happened when there are more than one person around.. especially with a bunch of close friends..So…what are you waiting for? Make your friends laugh especially the one typing this out.. treat him lunch/dinner =p

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2005-11-02T13:30:00.000+08:00

It’s Wednesday .. and it’s Raya’s eve .. most ppl were on leave today.. and I’m not one of them -_- Been to Le Meridien hotel for Boss’s birthday party.. last Monday. Food are just fine.. the only thing special is the lobster =) .. I failed to get any thing for the lucky draw.. erm.. I’m not surprise..as I never feel lucky zz.. sigh.. the next morning .. I was woke up by a friend’s call.. Shermaine Koh =p .. kinda surprised as it’s been a long time I never received any news from her after she got attached.. anyway..it’s nice seeing her again.. went to MidValley to meet her for lunch and then bought a wallet for myself =) cant wait to go back to Kampar liao.. long time never go home =)

Holidaysss...

2005-10-26T12:18:00.000+08:00

Long time never update this site ler.. probably too lazy and busy to type =p I was on 4 days holiday last week. 2 days at home -_- another 2 at a friend’s house. Last Sunday was Ah Yee’s birthday, went to RedBox at the Curve to meet her and few friends of mine. It was a nice party until something unpleasant happened. This friend of mine ..Foong Weng Kheong.. nearly start a fight with a stranger -_-“ Sigh..nvm la.. after the bday party..we went to Kok Wai’s house for mahjong =p hardly had any sleep.. we then went for bowling in the evening and went back home at night ^_^

Life's a game ...

2005-10-12T13:39:00.000+08:00

Life goes on… feeling a bit lazy to update this blog of mine =D .. but won’t stop updating it.. just need the right mood, right time and right things to write in order to blog. I wonder if I’m back on track ..? I found myself seeking satisfaction job ..at least I feel like I achieved something..just like in game..although it’s kinda different.. anyway..who would refuse the feel of owning =) Life is a game.. it’s all depends on how you play it… and play it well =)

Lost again ...

2005-10-03T11:46:00.000+08:00

Another week passed.. dad and few relatives of mine came to PJ to attend my cousin’s wedding dinner. Sigh.. everyone asking the same question again -_- When is my turn huh? Only fate can tell.. looking at my current situation.. can predict..it will be years later. Spent a night at brother’s house.. everyone sleep early..and I spent hours watching the ‘Shark Tale’ and ‘The Jackal’ alone..then get myself a can of beer.. Sometime I ask myself whether this is the life I want? Where should I belong? What should I do? Life seems incomplete. Is it most people feeling the same way as I am? Or is it only me that having this kind of problem? I recalled a scene in the movie Initial D saying that .. It’s most important for someone to find the world of himself/herself.. Have I found mine? I belong to the gaming world but.. I know it’s not gonna work for me this way… so.. here I am.. lost again.. -_-

Guys are equally emotional -_-

2005-09-27T15:04:00.000+08:00

It’s been over a week since I last updated the blog ^_^ probably because I’m running out of idea on what to type until what happened last night. Went out with LCC and LTM for beers.. It’s true that alcohol can make a happy person happier and also capable of making a sad person shedding tears of sorrow. Perhaps they drink too much, both went crying -_- and I just walk around in circle kicking a piece of stone while waiting for them to feel better before driving home. At 4am, I give LCC a ride to my house and LTM ride his way back to setapak. Luckily all of us reach home safely =p LCC sleep at my place until 6.30am and I wake him up just to make sure he reach Shah Alam for his competition on time, and as for LTM, he’s on MC today LOL .. and myself feel like shit going to work in this way.. haha.. but it’s pay day =D

中秋节快乐 =D

2005-09-15T13:47:00.000+08:00

It’s mooncake festival this coming Sunday. According to the information I’ve got through internet, that day is the longest day throughout the year -_- I thought each and everyday lasted only for 24 hours? How persistent the earth is? I mean, is it true that the earth complete a rotation every 24 hours for eternally? What if a day lasted 28 hours or 20 hours? Mh.. looks like I watched too much movies like, ‘Day After Tommorow’, ‘The Core’ , ‘Armageddon’ and etc..argh.. what am I typing LOL. It’s suppose to be mooncake festival ..not the end of the world =p Alright.. hope that I’ll have a good mooncake festival la =)

It's Monday again T_T

2005-09-12T17:26:00.000+08:00

That’s it.. another weekend =D My PC is finally fixed.. but it hang once a while -_- not sure what’s the problem. Maybe incompatible hardware or OS. Anyway.. doesn’t really matter.. as long as can play games and surf net then ok liao. Moon cake festival is coming this weekend.. most of my friends are going back hometown.. and I’ve yet decide whether I’ll be joining them. Wonder how to come back from Pudu Raya if I were to take bus back to PJ. -_- Erm.. see first la..Been going out with friends for dinner and karaoke last weekend… LOL Pity this aunty Ah Sin.. married and lonely.. because of her husband went outstation, good for her that she’ll be flying over to US to look for her husband this weekend. Will be expecting a busy week ahead because of heavy workload -_- mh.. that’s life.. work to survive.. the thought of liking this job is fading away.. sigh..

What a weekend =)

2005-09-05T15:20:00.000+08:00

Personally I love weekend.. well who doesn’t =P although I spent most of the time alone, but I feel OK with it. Maybe I’ve get used to it all the time. Went out to explore around last Saturday. Started to get familiar with the traffic over here. At least I know how to go to SS2 , Tmn Megah and etc etc. Went to CC for a few games and then collect my new spectacles near Tmn Megah. Saw ppl moving in groups -_- feel kinda lonely, especially when I look at couples having dinner together. Had my dinner alone LOL and then went to a pet shop just to kill time. I always belief that dog is the man best friend =) Looking at the puppies itself already gave myself a silly smile ^_^ especially the fat Golden Retriever LOL. So cute .. and innocent look.. haha.. how I wish I can own him as pet .. er.. but no time and place for him.. =D nvm la.. whenever I go there for dinner then can catch a glimpse of him then ok liao. Woke up by a call by this aunty Kit Yee LOL then follow by another one by aunty Wan See. Went out to Sunway Pyramid for Karaoke with Kok Wai and his wife and sister, Wan See and Fung Yee, Then meet up with Kit Yee and Yunn Yi at the curver for dinner. Although I enjoy being alone, that doesn’t mean I don’t like going out with friends, it’s just equally nice ^_^

Why am I so unlucky lately? T_T

2005-08-29T17:38:00.000+08:00

Aw~ having bad days lately.. wonder what went wrong -_- bought an extra hard disk, then for no particular reason, power supply exploded, then one thing lead to another.. motherboard & processor died T_T ,motorbike went puncture for no reason.. hand went bruised when shifting things..and today.. spectacles went broken with a slight touch @_@" wonder what will come next ?? really 'black chai' ! The only compliment is that i got my salary already and probably will lose a large portion of it due to these unlucky events. T_T

I'm a SA ^_^

2005-08-28T19:35:00.000+08:00

Well, Even myself didnt know about that until I was told by my boss. I thought I was still an AP, because the employment letter state my post as an executive, no specific designation. Anyway, kinda like having compliment. Job scope changed, everything is kinda new to me. Tight deadline, unfamiliar business logic & knowledge.. I wonder how well can I handle the task -_-" Finally move over to PJ, Bandar Sri Damansara, the room is kinda packed.. hardly had enough space for me to put my things.. i'm also lazy to organize things, let's wait for my room mate to come back from vacation then only get things done. Will be going out later for movies with friends.. mh.. at least i dont have to sit at home alone.. at least it's not a bad weekend.. and tomorrow will be another brand new week.. a busy one though.

Shifting to PJ

2005-08-25T12:16:00.000+08:00

Will be shifting to PJ this weekend. Feel lazy to shift.. maybe i've get used to the life in KL or get used of riding bike to work place daily -_- mh.. anyway.. it's too late to do anything now.. room was rented out.. anyway.. it's not a bad idea changing new environment.. other than that.. i saved from cheaper rental =) I'll be sharing a room with my friend Tuck Haw. It's been sometime I've didnt shared a room with people Had a friend looking for room too.. he did asked me whether i'm interested in a room near mid valley.. erm..but have to live with Malays.. -_- it's not that i'm a racist..but i just dont feel like sharing house with them.. Erm.. settle down first la..then only look for better place. My PC was down for 4 days already.. feel a bit regret for buying the 80 gig hard disk =( for no reason.. i have to pay few hundred extra .. sigh. very black chai la zz.. T_T

Monday Sucks =D

2005-08-22T18:30:00.000+08:00

Had a nice weekend.. despite having to work last Saturday.. at least I didn’t waste the whole weekend staying at home the whole day. Tuck Haw and Kit Yee went to look for me for dinner on Saturday night. It’s just nice going out with a bunch of friend for dinner.. =) Tuck Meng help me bought a 80 Gig Hard disk.. and also help me to spoilt my PC’s power supply -_-“ LOL .. too bad.. cant DOTA for 2 days. Wake up at 2pm on Sunday =) and then pack up some of my things to be shifted to Tuck Haw’s place. Wai Hoong came back last nite and went out with few friends for Ba Ku T eh ..then go to yum cha with some online games friends.. sigh.. I just hate Monday ..

Missing in action ?? =p

2005-08-15T20:27:00.000+08:00

Not sure whether anyone drop by.. and sorry for not updating this blog of mine -_-" i'm just too lazy.. went out daily at 7.20am until 8pm+ ..erm..except weekend la. it's not that i dont have internet access at office, it's just that.. i hardly got time for posting =( another brand new week started.. another deadline to meet this thursday.. sigh.. wat a life.. started to miss the days working at ambank LOL =p haha..nevermind la.. at least it's not boring =) mh... have some slight cough due to haze last week.. the wheather is back to normal =) but.. i'm still coughing.. T_T sigh.. dono when i'll take my first MC leh ? =p

Bad day~

2005-08-03T23:36:00.000+08:00

Sigh.. been waking up early these days.. and hardly had time to do any blogging.. every morning wake up at 7am and come home about 8pm .. -_-" another thing is that.. it's kinda dangerous travelling from my place to work.. T_T feel so fragile riding a bike on highway.. everytime lorry pass by .. i feel so nervous LOL .. especially the MRR2.. windy .. and dangerous.. i just lost my keys during lunch time i think.. so..i'll have to take LRT to work =( what a day.. kinda tired.. cant wait for weekend to come ... Zzz

My third job...

2005-08-01T21:17:00.000+08:00

What a day.. i woke up at 7pm.. take about an hour travelling from home to work place.. -_-" very tired.. it's my first day working there.. mh.. the environment are kinda quiet.. everyone doing their own things.. been introduced to the staff.. but i hardly remember their names.. went back around 7.20pm.. and take the wrong way.. and i dont even know where i go LOL .. luckily i manage to get home with the help of sign board =p sigh.. i'm listless.. will sleep earlier tonite..

New environment coming =D

2005-07-27T16:19:00.000+08:00

LOL.. really pai seh.. long time didnt update the blog, guess no one visiting too LOL .. =) mh..nvm, today feel like blogging =p Well..it's my last week at the bank, went out for lunch with an ex-colleague of mine, Ying Mun. LOL haha.. this girl is funny.. it's been some time i didnt find her for lunch. Once the new job start, it'll be hard to keep contact already. Planning to look for my ex-boss for lunch this coming days, just to pay them a visit before starting a new job. =)
Hehe.. been busy lately watching HK series, downloaded it from a website given by my housemate. It's called 'Racing Peak', 40 episodes, 12 to go. It's gonna be a busy weekend, need to send the bike for service and estimate the travel time to the new company. -_-" quite far.. and inconvenient.. anyway.. i got no choice.
Wonder how's it at the new company, hopefully it dont sucks like ambank =) i guess it will be better as there are new things which i'm interested in. Hope everything goes well la. =)

Farewell Lunch

2005-07-20T14:43:00.000+08:00

Just had my lunch with the team =) Mh..kinda appreciate that.. although I don’t really like the job, but I don’t hate my colleagues =P .. Life goes on.. I’ll sure remember them for all the guidiance and support. A big thanks for my bosses, Li Peng, Alice Tan, Norilah, my immediate supervisor Khoo and Khor, fellow colleagues Loo, Koon, Jolene, Jennifer, Mawardi and Alex. I’ve been working for the bank for 1 yr plus, it’s just not the type of job that I’m looking for .. anyway, new challenge coming.. it’s time for me to put in more effort.. =) another turning point.. and hope it’s a good one =P

Am I too old for games?

2005-07-18T12:40:00.000+08:00

I wonder what a typical 26 yrs old guy would do for their daily activities? Are they as bored as I am? Friends of mine around my age usually stick to the PC during their free time, and once a while will gather around for some outing. Those that are attached will go dating occasionally and the single one like me will probably stay at home after working hours LOL.
That’s the mid twenties lifestyle? Friends that are single are busy looking for their partner and I think it’s the right time doing so, but as for me.. I have yet found my Ms.Right LOL .. sigh.. I find myself more attracted to DOTA LOL.. know what’s that? It’s “Defence Of The Ancients” , a popular Warcraft 3 custom map. Only few members in my clan are around my age and the rest are younger than me by years -_-“ I was once so addicted to games that I could stick to it the whole day, but that was yrs ago..when I first bought my PS and PS II. I hardly spent an hour on it now. Kinda lost interest. Not sure when I’ll feel the same for DOTA, and I think there’re only 2 things which can pull me out from it and there’re Career and Relationship.
Well.. I don’t feel like getting into a relationship now.. probably because of the laziness to invest in girls.. feel scare to be rejected after all the courting LOL and couldn’t find one that worth putting effort =p Those that worth wont attracted by me ROFL .. just leave it to fate la.. Guess I’ll just concentrate on career and DOTA at the moment.. Asking me if I feel old? Mh.. I feel just nice.. and I’m still capable of owning and kicking asses in games =p

My transport -_-"

2005-07-12T12:00:00.000+08:00

Wow.. it’s already a week I didn’t update my blog. Probably too lazy to post.. couldn’t find anything to type here as there are nothing much happening lately. Went out for War Of The World again last weekend at 1 Utama with Leong, Hoong and his gf, Kit Yee and Yunn Yi. Leong and me went there by bike -_-“ Kinda far.. and dangerous riding a bike in highway during night time.. maybe it’s been some time I didn’t ride along highway.. it’s just scary with all the high speed car passing through.. feel so fragile.. in addition the bike condition are quite bad.. I guess I should save for a car ASAP. It was raining heavily after the show, no choice la.. have to follow fren’s car home and go back for the bike the day after. Again.. went to 1U for the bike with Leong ^_^ this time it’s in the evening.. but what’s worse is that.. it’s raining heavily.. and we decided not to stop.. I can hardly see as it’s really raining cats and dogs.. and I’m having problem maintaining the speed because of the faulty handler -_-“ sigh… I guess I have to do something with the bike .. otherwise it will be a problem for me travelling to new working location.. =(

Hahaha.. pai seh pai seh.. but it takes me from A to B

Boooorrrrrriiiiiinnnnnggggg~~

2005-07-06T15:17:00.000+08:00

Was on MC yesterday, not because that I’m sick.. It’s just too damn boring going to work. No tasks was assigned to me after I’ve tender my resignation.. Feel kinda bored.. been surfing the internet for hours.. not really knowing what to do =( Now is just 6th July 2005 .. I still have to go through this kind of daily routine for the next 3 weeks plus.. Zzz.. Guess I should find something to do.. otherwise I’m gonna get mad =p

4 days break =)

2005-07-04T11:25:00.000+08:00

I’ve been on 4 days break since last Thursday, went back hometown to attend the wedding dinner of a girl who drived me crazy during secondary school time, but that was about 8 years back ^_^ Mh.. kinda appreciate that she still remember me even though we’re not really closed. I do feel happy for her =) and hope that she’ll have a nice and happy family la. Isn’t she pretty? ^_^

Siew Yin and her husband =)

Been to Ipoh for 3 consecutive days -_-“ went to TGV for War Of The World on the first day. It’s like a normal alien invasion movie for me.. on the 2nd day.. went for karaoke and on the 3rd day I went there by bus -_-“ to meet this friend of mine since his working on Saturday. I can hardly remember how long I didn’t take ‘Kinta Bus’ already haha.. I think at least 5 years.. I bought a new handphone that day =p Thought of buying Sony Ericsson S700 at first, but it’s out of stock.. so.. I went for Samsung SGH-E720C.. my second handphone so far.. the first one Samsung N100 lasted 5 yrs ^_^ and it’s still working..with minor problem like auto shutdown and keypad problem.

My Old & New Handset =)

Came back yesterday, walk all the way from Pudu Raya to Plaza Lowyat to get a bluetooth USB device and then walk all the way from Plaza Lowyat to KLCC -_-“ Spent the whole night uploading MP3 to handset and then go for one DOTA game and went to bed ^_^

Finally...

2005-06-29T15:50:00.000+08:00

I’m officially resigned as an analyst programmer from the bank today.. what a big relief.. so much procedure to follow -_-“ I should have clear all my leave before resignation =( but it’s too late.. I thought it will be used for off-setting.. but what HR told me is that.. my leaves were forfeited due to request for an early release and 2 months compensation waiver… I’m like OMG!! T_T .. 7 days leave gone.. sigh.. my last day will probably be on the 29th or 30th July.. and start working on the 1st August. I did had a short discussion with brother.. both dad and bro discourage me to go Saudi Arabia.. and that leads me to conclude that I’ll be staying at Malaysia, but probably will move from KL to PJ.. I wonder what it is like working there.. hope it’s better than my current job =)

I'm uncertain...

2005-06-28T16:08:00.000+08:00

I see another turning point in my life soon.. but for sure it’s a good one.. better than staying at the bank.. I got three choices now and I’m going to choose one of them :

1) Analyst Programmer, Converting UNIVERSE to JAVA
2) Analyst Programmer, GLOBUS treasury system
3) Database Administrator, System Support

Frankly speaking, even myself having problem deciding. There are too many things to take into consideration. Things like money, career advancement, interest, learning opportunities, family, safety, lifestyle and many more, and few of them are not predictable, which makes me hard to jump into conclusion. -_-“ Well mayb I’ll try listing out the pro and cons and perhaps some expect can shed some light or advise/comment on this. Actually it’ll be the 1st and 2nd , the 3rd one will definitely be out since I don’t have any interest in it, so here it goes :

1) Analyst Programmer. Location : Malaysia
Salary : Slightly higher than current pay
Career advancement : I see chance of improvement in this job as it’ll allow me to learn JAVA, which at least enable me to update myself with more up-to-date programming language
Interest : The interest is mainly JAVA and insurance knowledge since the task involves insurance system.
Learning opportunities : JAVA again and insurance system structure.
Family : No issue on this.
Safety : No issue on this.
Lifestyle : Required to work long hour, maybe a change of location.

2) Analyst Programmer. Location : Saudi Arabia
Salary : Same as above or higher, but an additional USD 50 a day.
Career advancement : I’ll stick to UNIVERSE, cant promise better career as chances of getting another job are hard..but not impossible.
Interest : Not much interest in the job, only $ attract me ^_^ and the opportunities to go abroad.
Learning opportunities : GLOBUS and banking knowledge.
Family : May not be happy about it, but if I insist, they’ll still allow me to go.
Safety : Not sure about the safety there, but according to my colleague, there are soldier guarding the working place.
Lifestyle : Required to work long hour, to be allocated oversea, not sure on whether it’s adeptable.

Personally..i think it’s the battle between $ and career enchancment, that’s what make things hard !! Sigh.. headache.. -_-“ Maybe I’ll have a short discussion with my brother and father on this.

A weekend worth sharing.. ^_^

2005-06-26T23:49:00.000+08:00

Finally.. after staying home for the past few weekends.. here's one worth sharing.. no doubt it's kinda troublesome organising a small gathering.. making sure all are free.. setting date and venue.. and worst of all..queueing up for the movie tickets take me an hour plus.. nevertheless.. its worth it ^_^ I did something stupid by buying an extra ticket -_-" nvm la.. haha.. altogether 7 ppls.. Kit Yee, Siew Kheng, Ye Fen, Kim Hoong, Wai Hoong and myself went to KimGary for lunch.. Yunn Yi joined during movie time =) We went for the movie Initial D ..hehe. a nice and funny one.. after the movie .. we proceed to have a drink and chat for a while before everyone leaving.. well.. i think it's more meaningful than sticking to the PC at home la.. haha.. guess i'll have to come out often =)

I'm going to resign ...

2005-06-24T15:58:00.000+08:00

I sent an email to all my superior regarding my resignation and enquire information on the possiblity of reducing the 3mths notice. Well.. I got positive feedback from them.. the head of department are willing to help me on that without paying to the bank =) Would like to take this opportunity to thank the two superior of mine, Norilah & Alice Tan for helping in every aspect =) Kinda appreciate it. I havent tender the letter yet, advise from them is that I should sign the offer letter first then only submit the resignation letter.. it’s a big relief to know that it’s possible to leave the company earlier, at least I don’t have to worry about compensation on the 3 mths notice. So.. I’ll just have to wait for the employment letter and once it’s ready.. it’s bye bye to the bank ^_^

2 phone call...

2005-06-23T23:45:00.000+08:00

1st one.. a good one.. Recieved a call from that company this morning that they are willing to pay 1 month for me =) But cut my pay by rm100.. anyway.. i dont really mind about that as it's better than staying at the current working place.. I expect the new job required to have long working hour.. as they day i went for interview it's already 7+ pm most of the employee is still there -_-" sigh.. is it a must for IT line to stay back late?? Guess i'll have to sacrifice some dota games once started working there. It's time to concentrate on work.. buckle up and update myself. Mh..there are many things that come into my mind.. first..current employment, i'll have a word with the bosses tomorrow on the resignation thing.. 2nd.. transportation problem.. mh..the office is kinda far from my place.. wonder if it's ok travelling here and there daily, otherwise i guess i'll have to move to somewhere around PJ.

2nd.. a bad one.. a call from a close friend of mine.. he just wanted to look for some friends to talk/share.. mh..can heard that he's very down.. well..how true is it that girl just cant stand loneliness? anyway.. no point holding back someone if he/she's not willing to commit.. guess not all the girls are like that ..and hope all the girls are not like that too.. i didnt talk much during the conversation.. just knew that he's not happy.. and i just tried to cheer him up.. anyway.. still manage to give him a few laugh :) but i can sense he's not happy la.. but i appreciate him for calling.. he did mentioned that.. sometimes he envy single ppl like me.. mh..but i'm kinda disagree with that.. i think it's only applicable to those who experience a bad relationship.. someone with steady and happy relationship will feel pity for me.. anyway.. i've been single and searching all the while LOL .. i've been through ups and downs.. and only myself know about that.

Headache la >_<

2005-06-23T02:16:00.000+08:00

Good news!! That's a high chance that I'll be given the offer... Bad News!! The only problem is that they are not willing to wait me for 3 months.. Conclusion??

1. I take the offer. Resign and pay 2 months salary to the bank.
2. I reject the offer, stay at bank and wait to be fired.

If i were to choose between the two, i'll go for the first choice.. cant deny the pay is higher.. but it still cant cover the 2 months salary that i have to pay. anyway.. the good things is that i got the chance to do what i like to do.. converting the whole universe system into a J2EE system. At the same time working/learning on JAVA. Well at least it help me to upgrade myself instead of sticking to the same old programming language. In terms of benefit.. of course, bank are sure better.. but i dont mind as long as there are things to learn.. things that i like.. ^_^
By the way.. once i confirm, i'll try to discuss with boss to see whether there's anyway to shorten the period of notification on resignation instead of paying back to the bank. Hope that things goes well la.. having bad headache now.. sigh...

Another interview coming...

2005-06-21T11:31:00.000+08:00

Still no news from the previous interview.. sigh.. maybe it’s because of the 3 months notice issue.. anyway.. there’s another opportunities coming.. actually this is what I’m looking for.. employ as a UNIVERSE AP and then participate in upgrading the system to J2EE.. that would be more interesting rather than doing the same old thing. Nothing much happen lately, been at home for the whole weekend..didn’t went back for father’s day, but at least I called ^_^ Did mentioned to him about the interview and instead of hearing his voice.. I heard the so called step mom voice shooting out like a machine gun >_< Tommorow is the day.. I don’t think any preparation is required.. started to get used to the interviewer’s questions.. anyway..hope that things goes well..

It's just nice to know that ppl do care ^_^

2005-06-18T02:27:00.000+08:00

Mh..another post to express gratitude to the friends that really care ^_^ Thanks for the help on job hunting, showing direction , advise and concern ^_^ I've got another interview coming next week =) It's just nice that friends do assist in job hunting.. father's day coming this sunday.. not sure that i'll be going back hometown.. maybe yes..maybe no.. brother not going back because he's having training session.. i wonder what dad will think of me if i didnt go back -_-" hope he dont mind la.. :)

Updates on Interview

2005-06-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

I went for the interview today :) Took the LRT to Kerinchi and met with the interviewer.. I'm not sure about the outcome, but chances are there.. but the only thing is to require to travel to Saudi Arabia -_-" My personal point of view.. i think it's not a problem, as i'm willing to go and explore other places.. not sure about the condition over there anyway. Well..let's wait first, it's too early to think of it :) After the interview.. i went to movies with Leong and Wai chai. Went for Batman Begin.. mh.. nice movie..should buy a dvd for collection liao :) ok la..kinda tired.. need to get some sleep.. Zzz

Time For A Change ???

2005-06-14T17:08:00.000+08:00

Just met with representatives from the EAI (Enterprise Application Integration) section.. had a discussion about the internal transfer opportunities with them, basically to understand what’s their job function and whether or not I’m really suitable or interested on the job. All the while, I’ve been doing programming, I had limited experience in dealing with users and peoples, in other words.. my communication skills sucks..LOL. Well.. the job function is mainly on coordination with users and vendors and project management tasks, which I don’t have much hands on experience in it. Frankly speaking the interest is there as there are new things to learn, things that do not involve programming, things like inter-personal communication skills which I am really poor at, but how well can I adept to this? I’ve always wanted to improve on this but somehow just don’t know where to start. I guess.. it’s time for a change.. time to overcome this weakness which haunted me for a long time. They did gave me time to think about it. Although I’m not sure whether they’ll take me in or not, I find no reason for not trying as I don’t see myself going anywhere hanging around like this. Anyway.. I’ll try to convince them that I’m interested on the job and let them decide on the recruitment. Wish me luck ^_^

Brand New Week..

2005-06-14T00:37:00.000+08:00

Time : 12.38am
Song : How am i supposed to live without you T_T
Mood : Normal

Well..here i am again.. it the middle of the night.. updating this blog of mine ^_^ It was raining this morning.. i always like rainy morning .. but getting up from the soft comfy bed is a big problem ^_^ I was supposed to go for an appointment this morning.. having a discussion regarding the internal transfer.. but the boss there have to attend to some production issue..so it was postponed until further notice.. good news :) Leong a.k.a Dotablack found his job.. start working this friday selling padini clothes at genting ^_^ next time whenever i feel like wanted to buy clothes..have to find him liao.. got 30-40% discount.. hehe.. he's been staying here few weeks.. kinda get used to it already, when he's gone.. it's gonna be me and Hoong left haha.. it's gonna be quiet and lonely.. anyway.. i think it's time for me to work hard le.. getting old.. getting worry.. hope it's never too late to start moving...

Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-06-10T09:59:00.000+08:00

Good news for a good morning ^_^ After a long whole week waiting for respond on previous interview, finally receive a call from the agent this morning.. will be going for an interview with her client next Friday ^_^ Hopefully things work out well by then.. most important of all.. hope that I’ll get the offer ^_^ mh..time to revise back my job..so that I can be prepared for this coming appointment…wish me luck !

Moody night...

2005-06-10T00:07:00.000+08:00

Mh.. I dont know what happen.. just dont feel comfortable.. not sure whether a song can influence someone mood.. well.. maybe a few songs can =) Been listening to heart breaking music lol.. some really touch one's heart.. ever hear a song until tears flow down ur cheek?? i did ^_^ and sometime feel kinda nice crying once a while ..but make sure you did it without anyone around =) Today.. i saw a malay girl crying in the lift.. kinda wondering why?? for sure it's not tear of joy.. from my point of view.. making someone cry won't feel better than the one crying.. why? well.. because i did that once.. and it hurts myself real bad.. and because of that.. i learned.. learned to care how others feel and learn how to tolerate.. i rather be the one shreding tears than the one making oneself cry.. sigh.. it's going to be a sleepless night.. what the hell is wrong with me? -_-"

A small and happy gathering ^_^

2005-06-09T10:48:00.000+08:00

It was a great night yesterday.. and I’ve never been this happy for a long time ^_^ Thanks to these friends of mine for willing to sit down and have a few drinks with me.. My buddies.. Chin Chai, Wai Hoong, Kim Hoong and Tuck Meng ^_^ These guys are just great.. Well.. we went to careffour for some liquor,coca-cola and snacks haha.. cheap one though.. cheap but effective.. so we went back and mix a bottle of 1.5m Cola with a bottle of 750ml “Mai Kong” LOL Never heard of the name before but the name itself already put a smile on my face =) We then proceed to the playground downstair and settle down for some gossip =p Sigh..when it come to gossip.. it cant run away from this “Tzyy Yang” the so-called longest friend I knew in our group.. yet the most hatred, annoying, pathetic, cunning guy among us. LOL sorry for being sarcastic ^_^ I just cant find anything good to talk about him.. Too bad.. I had most of the liquor.. the rest just had a few cup and guess what.. the first to throw up is .. Ah Leong LOL .. and Meng already blur with a cup or two -_-“ Needless to say.. Hoong and Chai are fine by just talking most of the time.. and as for me -_-“ I just go challenge around LOL and in the end, I’m the first one going back upstair, went to washroom and puke.. ^_^ Kinda suffering.. yet found it worth.. well.. I’m not sure what happen next as I’m already asleep after washing my face ^_^ Just knew that it was 2am by then and they are the one who will do the clean up LOL . Lucky I’m good enough to wake up for work today ^_^ Well.. I got respond from other section head.. one from the DBA team and another one from Special Project team. DBA team are willing to accept my transfer and will arrange a discussion section with me, while another one will revert back to me soon.. Mh.. kinda wondering which one I should go for.. anyway..the good things is that..at least I’m not jobless.. ^_^ I’ve checked with the agent yesterday.. there are still chance for my dream job..to travel abroad as a developer.. just that the client havent revert back .. Really wish to get the job.. but it’s beyond my control.. I’ll just have to leave it to fate ^_^

Internal Transfer ??

2005-06-08T13:11:00.000+08:00

My boss is helping me to look for internal transfer opportunities -_-“ Kinda appreciate her for assisting on that.. Frankly speaking.. I have no problem with her.. instead I pity her sometimes as most of my senior didn’t respect her much as a boss.. especially the two big senior.. There are a number of vacancies available.. but not in my field.. I wonder I should give it a try.. but how confident I am in a field with 0 experience ? What if the job require sound knowledge on certain area which I don’t have? Sigh.. well.. still waiting for section head to revert.. hopefully some of the vacancies suit me well. -_-“

Another week passed..

2005-06-06T07:56:00.000+08:00

Mh..it was a busy week.. been working during agong's b'day too T_T thanks to the ambank and amfinance merger project =( never really had a nice weekend.. well.. at least i got something new to write at my resume =) Sigh..there's still no news from the previous interview.. maybe i just dont have the chance.. i'm just hoping for an opportunities.. y is it good things never happen to me one =( few of my colleagues resign after getting their bonus.. everyone got 3 months plus bonus.. but i got nothing.. so sad.. last weekend i did my first security trading transaction ^_^ earn a bit la.. going debt free soon =) cant wait for the day to come.. after that..life will gets better =D hope so..

A Good Day..

2005-06-01T12:54:00.000+08:00

Went for interview this morning at Wisma MCA , 20th Floor. Right beside my previous employer Malayan Flour Mill Bhd. ^_^ Mh.. the office now looks better than the time I work there ^_^ Thanks to my comment to the HR Manager during my resignation that the working environment sucks haha.. Instead the HR Manager did told me to pay her a visit at the new office. Erm.. anyway.. I think I did something right for my ex-colleague. Yeah.. about the interview, actually it’s a recruiting firm.. looking for candidates with UNIVERSE and GLOBUS knowledge ^_^ Just gave them my resume and have a short chat regarding the vacancy. The job required to travel oversea.. frankly speaking.. I don’t mind going abroad.. instead.. I’m willing to travel around.. ^_^ Well.. hopefully there’s some respond .. God .. if you love me.. make this happen ^_^ Let me be employed… I’m just sick of staying here T_T

No bonus T_T

2005-05-31T10:55:00.000+08:00

Sigh.. bad day.. no bonus for me T_T everyone came working with smiling face but as for me.. haiz.. needless to say la.. I dreamt of being debt free yesterday.. and now I realize that “I’ll never have a dream come true” LOL I’m disappointed.. but I’ll try looking at the bright side…erm..it’s kinda hard for me to accept the fact that my colleagues were given bonus where I got nothing T_T Cant blame anyone.. blame myself for not putting effort in the job..No mood liao.. 0% motivation… hehe.. It’s not the end of the world.. I guess it’s just another lesson that god trying to teach me.. Wing Seong..be strong o.. it’s just part of life ^_^

Am I complaining too much??

2005-05-30T12:41:00.000+08:00

Another week gone.. been staying at home for the passed weekend. I went for an interview yesterday.. nearly involve in an accident on my way there.. didn’t notice a Kancil coming.. it was fast.. I think it’s travelling over 80km/h and luckily the driver are good enough to brake in time, otherwise.. I’ll be history.. this is the second time I nearly get hit there.. the previous one was about a year back.. -_-“ What if I was hit? What will happen after that? Mh.. I just cant imagine.. just don’t dare to imagine..anyway.. glad that I’m still around ^_^Well.. my friend Leong was staying at my house for few days.. perhaps he was right.. I complain too much , expect too much.. and I compare too much.. Frankly speaking.. I’m not satisfy with my live.. nor I enjoy it neither. There’s too much to think of, too much to worry about.. Sometimes I respect Leong for being able to accept the way how life goes.. not to say that I’m looking down on him or wat, he’s been 1yr plus jobless.. and yet he still manage to put a smile on his face easily ^_^ That’s what make him special.. Heard that he will start working this coming Tuesday .. Hope he’s happy with his job by then.. and as for myself.. I’ll try looking at the bright side of life.. it’s been a long time I never feel really really happy.. maybe I’ve been expecting too much.. comparing and complaining too much.. I’ll try to free my mind from worries ^_^ .. trying to accept how life goes.. I’ll try.. and I’ll keep on trying..

I'm Back ^_^

2005-05-24T11:39:00.000+08:00

It’s been a week since I last updated my blog ^_^ Erm.. it’s easy owning one, but keeping it updated is another way round, probably because I’m running out of idea on what to type and kinda lazy updating =P Anyway…whenever I feel bored at the office, I’ll try to update this blog of mine =) ESOS went public listed few days ago.. and I’ve been monitoring the stock movement daily.. sigh.. it’s going lower and lower from day to day.. well..nothing much happening for the passed weekend.. been staying at home throughout the days.. kinda boring. Felt disappointed that bonus has yet to come last weekend.. cant wait for it.. cant wait to be debt free =) Er.. nothing much update on my job.. I’m kinda uncertain myself too.. as boss never really fire me.. just tell me to look for job.. I’ll be going for interview this Friday.. don’t have much hope of getting employed but I’ll give it a try then… just hope that everything goes out well for the week ^_^

Opportunities coming..

2005-05-17T12:17:00.000+08:00

Um.. there are sign of hope.. I got 3 chances of getting myself a job. First one, Software engineer.. doing web programming I think..after browsing through the company’s website.. not a big company.. but there are much to learn.. Second, Software Quality assurance, mh.. this one involves mostly on testing.. a subsidiary of Genting group.. and the last one is not IT job.. more on sales/marketing for a MNC.. whatever it is..hope that I’ll be employed by any of them. It’s better than staying here.. sigh.. what’s worse is that I’ve been assigned numerous tasks lately.. having hard time right now.. wondering what reason should I give for taking EL for the interview session =( gonna crack my head soon..

Sleepless night....

2005-05-16T02:55:00.000+08:00

Here i am again.. in the middle of the night.. just cant get into sleep...maybe because of having a short nap this evening =) Erm.. sometimes it feel nice.. waking up late a night if you cant sleep and then express yourself in everyway you like.. typing out the thoughts...the feelings.. and anything i feel like wanted to be told... sigh..tomorrow is working day already.. it's not that i'm scared going to work.. i just dont feel like working there.. just not suitable for me.. mh..i'm listening to a nice song =) Japanese song though.. title.. 'Say Anything' by X-Japan.. too bad.. the song is too big to be uploaded to the blog ... it's over 8 minutes long.. just cant fit into it =) Well.. i've been thinking of jobs and jobs and jobs lately.. instead many of my posts is regarding my work...sigh..i complain too much.. my mind just cant think of anything else to type.. completely blank.. except worries about my career.. nothing much happen lately.. been to karaoke with few of my ex-colleague =) not really enjoying.. but at least.. i get to meet them once in a while.. time flies... i'm going 26.. never really had any big achievement.. i cant imagine where am i few years later.. i really really hope to have a job that require to travel alot.. want more exposure going abroad.. feel kinda bored staying at malaysia.. but..too bad..never had the chance... just too bad.. argh.. head started to feel heavy.. think too much.. but i just cant stop thinking.. sometimes.. i feel like i'm lying to myself.. 'A simple life is a happy life' ? How many people can achieve that? Everyone striving for better lifestyle.. I can live a simple life.. but i prefer a better one.. instead everyone out there are prefering a better one.. that's what make life hard.. frankly speaking.. i'm not happy with my life ^_^ but i admit it's not a bad one though.. better than many people who still worry about where to get their meals.. comparing myself with them make me feel how lucky i am.. at least that makes my life worth living =) Alright.. enough of bullshiting.. time to force myself and get some sleep..otherwise.. it's gonna be MC again.. ^_^

Bad times...

2005-05-12T19:18:00.000+08:00

Um.. am I having bad times? I don’t think so.. I think it may be worse few months later -_-“ I led a mediocre life… and I always believe that things happen for a reason.. the outcome can be good or bad.. no one can know for sure ..just like my current situation.. my job was at stake ^_^ I was given chance to secure the job.. if I were to show improvement and put in more effort.. I got to stay.. I can do that.. but I’m sure that’s not what I want.. just cant spend a few more years here.. not even a year.. so.. I choose to leave.. although I’m not sure what’s the outcome, at least leaving here give me hope.. Cant denied that I’ve made wrong choices before, not completing my degree is one wrong step.. I did regret.. but in return.. my dad, my brother won’t have to crack their head finding ways to support me.. I guess that’s worth it.. another one is switching to this company ^_^ I’ve lost time, interest , job concentration.. but I gain income, knowledge, experience and most important of all I realise how important it is to get the job you like… salary is an issue but from now on I think it’s the job function that’s more important. Anyway ..as I said.. everything happened for a reason.. we just have to live with it ^_^ no matter what’s the outcome and most important of all is to have FAITH in ourself!

Ex-colleagues =D

2005-05-09T14:08:00.000+08:00

Erm.. this post is specially dedicated to my ex-colleague. Had lunch with few of them just now, it’s just nice to see these friends of mine once in a while.. =) Although I only work in 2 companies before, comparing the colleagues between these 2 companies, I like my ex-colleagues the most =D it’s not said that current one are not good.. but I just don’t feel happy working together with them.. ^_^ perhaps it’s my own problem and I admit it =) Just want to express my gratitude to my ex-colleagues that they teach and guide me a lot, especially my ex-senior – Anne ,big sis - Jessie, my ex-boss - Mr.Ong & James, ex- Junior- Seng Jge , Grace , buddies – Chin Heng and few friends of mine during my time at the previous company including : Piek Tin, Ying Mun, Piek Yiet, Swee Ching, Lai Peng, Michelle and Alice. ^_^ Although some already left the company =) but I still remember all of you.. and you guys/gals are just great ^_^

Mother's Day

2005-05-08T20:04:00.000+08:00

While most of the people bringing their mum out for dinner or celebration, I'm sticking with my PC , accompanied by a friend of mine, Loong Chai ^_^ There's nothing much to do.. PC games is the only entertainment, and Hoong is sleeping like a pig in his room -_-" Didnt really have enough sleep.. because we slept at around 6am this morning and woke up at 14.00pm ^_^ Boring sunday.. well..there's no sign of job interview -_-" starting to worry already.. sigh.. guess.. i have to lower the expected salary at the resume already =)

Confused ~_~

2005-05-05T12:34:00.000+08:00

I was on EL yesterday ^_^ because of sleepless night. SMS-ed my boss and tell her I don’t have enough sleep and need a day off. Then I received an email from her, listing out my out-standing tasks, telling me to put full commitment on that and will consider to retain me in the team ~_~ What the heck was that? I rather she sent me an email telling me that I was fired. For me..there’s no reason to stay.. I didn’t really like the job..it’s the pay that holding me back from resigning. Anyway, since what’s said is said.. it will be meaningless to continue working here. Well.. it’s not a bad news after all, as this will buy time for me to hunt for new job ^_^ by the way.. bonus coming out soon haha.. don’t want act stupid though =p

Aku kena goreng sotong ^_^

2005-05-04T03:32:00.000+08:00

Dont laugh.. i'm telling the truth and i mean it... Erm.. actually i was expecting this since a long time ago.. I'm like being paid for surfing internet and doing simples tasks...Frankly speaking i'm not sad about that.. instead quite reflief as i dont see myself moving on if i was to stay until i resign myself.. this job is just too easy and boring..but the pay is good and benefit is acceptable.. that's what holding me from resigning.. Well.. i dont blame the management, instead quite pleased about them, boss are kinda considerate for offering me time to look for job, i'm not sure how long it is.. but i hope it's long enough to get myself a job ^_^ Although, i'm not unhappy, worrying about being jobless makes me stay awake.. i just cant get into sleep -_-" there are too many "what if" inside my mind right now.. The problem is.. my dad gonna worry abt me more than myself LOL.. how am i going to tell the old man.. -_-" Anyway.. i'm taking it as good.. as some kind of turning point for myself.. whether it's good or bad.. i'll have to go through.. LOL friends are just kinda sweet.. i've told them i got fired.. some flame me back for lying and bullshiting LOL , some just refuse to believe and took it as a joke ^_^ Perhaps, i joke too much.. or should i said i lie to much? Anyway..i never lie to them =) it's more like a joke than lie to me ^_^ Erm.. finally got an answer regarding my left eyes that never stop jumping before bali trip LOL It's not about tsunami or earthquake.. haha..it's about being jobless -_-" 3.48am .. zz.. feel sleepy..but my mind refuse to rest.. i wonder how am i going to make it to work later in the morning ^_^ Did some online job application just now hehe.. hopefully for more than 30 clicks.. one will hit =D even if it doesnt.. there's a long way to go.. ^_^ mother's day is just around the corner.. too bad my mom is not around anymore T_T but i knew she's always looking at me from above or below LOL well..mom.. happy mother's day and wish me luck in job hunting ^_^

Bored -_-"

2005-05-03T10:14:00.001+08:00

That’s it, 3 days of holidays were over. Never really enjoy them as there’s nothing much to do then. Bike went punctured, forcing me to stay at home as all the workshop are closed for Labour Day. Went LAN gaming with Leong and Wai Chai the other night, met some friends there and was invited to join their team for competition ^_^ havent make up my mind though as I’m not really sure whether I’m free by then. I’m kinda feeling weird as the name ‘ws-‘ is gaining popularity among LAN game and battlenet -_-“ but it was nice being welcome by everyone. Sigh.. being popular in gaming is useless.. they wont know how boring I am in real life. I rather spend times with fren going out for a movie / karaoke or travelling around. Sigh.. but ..my friends.. all have their strong reason like.. having financial problem, need to accompany girlfriend, need to gain extra level in game, lazy, too far,.. anything you can think of. Erm..it’s more like an excuse than a reason to me.. Nvm la.. never want to force anyone, so I just have to stick at the PC lor.. -_-“ damn boring..

Am I wasting my time??

2005-04-28T12:34:00.000+08:00

It’s been 1 year plus working here. Frankly speaking.. I didn’t learn much, most of the things I’ve learned are kinda outdated and the coding here are worse than those written by my junior in the previous company. What else can I say.. I work for money, have to adept whether I like it or not. How I wish I have the guts to tender the resignation letter right away and start looking for other jobs. The risks are high.. that’s why I’m still here =( being employed is a must.. I’ll be in deep trouble if I’m jobless.. family, insurance, credit card debts, rental, monthly/daily expenses.. all depend on my salary. I’ve got friends who can stay unemployed for up to a year! I am just wondering how they can survive, kinda respect them. How nice if my first job is using other popular programming languages like java, c++ or VB then I don’t have to worry much about being jobless, but .. sigh.. UNIVERSE ?? Some people don’t even know what it is! So.. here I am.. stuck in this career of mine, well someone did think that I do well, but believe me.. you don’t want to be in my place. It’s like hopeless ^_^ God bless me~

Argh..I'm gonna get mad!!

2005-04-25T14:29:00.000+08:00

Despite being moody because of ulcer and having no appetite.. I was told to debug a 3000+ lines program written by a senior.. A combination of Upper and Lower case coding, single character variable, un-structured programming logic, redundant sub-routines and excessive selections are really making me frustrated and driving me mad >_< imagine a varible ‘A’ -_-“ there are thousands of ‘A’s in the program, going through the program will cost me quite some time.. not to mention about how toturing it was looking at the syntax -_-“ Headache liao.. wan die liao.. no @@ see !! Don’t feel like want to work today.. regret not taking MC today =p Sigh.. enough complaining.. it’s not a good day.. as I said before.. Monday sucks ^_^ LOL…

Back To Normal Again...

2005-04-24T22:06:00.000+08:00

Well..holiday is over =( Workload getting more since i came back from holiday.. Going back to normal daily routine again.. how boring -_-" Wasted another weekend ^_^ went cyber for LAN games with Leong until 6am.. It's been a long time i never been to cafe.. instead some of the guys there were surprised by my existance ^_^ At least i met some of net gamers i knew there.. Sunday is just boring.. been at home all day long watching leong play games -_-" stick to my pc for whole day =p never had the chance to update my blog till 8pm ^_^ Erm.. took me a while uploading the photo and editing the post =) but i guess it's worth .. someday .. somehow..when i browse through my blog again.. at least that's some sweet memories for me to recall ^_^ alright.. time for dinner.. and i hope for a good week ahead...

Bali Trip ^_^

2005-04-22T22:36:00.000+08:00

It’s been some time I didn’t update my blog.. went to Bali since 17th April 05 and came back on the 20th April 05. Thank god 21st April 05 is a holiday =) Mh.. that’s a great trip, not an adventurous one but it’s somehow relaxing. Well, let me try to recall the whole trip ^_^

The people :
Yunn Yi – a friend of mine since primary school, cheerful, pretty and nice. ^_^
Ying Ying – Yunn Yi’s coursemate, never saw her before, she’s from Sarawak, a cheerful, cute and nice person ^_^
Tuck Meng – another friend of mine since primary school.. very talkative -_-“ humourous, erm.. a bit childish la =p
Myself – what else can I say.. I seldom talk much and I’m just a good listener ^_^

Photo taken at Bedugul - Indonesia

The place :
Bali – Legian/Kuta
Claim to be the most beautiful island in the world. Surfer paradise.. 3 hours flight from KLIA Malaysia.

Day 1 – 17/04/05 (Sunday)
I woke up at 1pm =) Start packing up and make sure I didn’t left out anything… took a short bath and taxi came. So I rushed myself.. and just when I want to get in to the taxi I realised that I forgot to bring my passport -_-“ luckily I realised it earlier… otherwise I’ll be staying at home all the week. Reach KLIA at around 2pm and then stop by at KFC with Tuck Meng for lunch while waiting for the Yunn Yi and Ying Ying. They came just after we got our meals. We then proceed to chk in after lunch and here comes the first highlight of the trip -_-“ Just when we want to enter the departure hall, we were required to put our passport for verification ^_^ Being new to the airport devices.. I put my passport into the machine and then the screen prompt me for finger print =p Hehe.. since the screen displayed a big square box.. I assumed it was a touch screen.. and put my finger on it a few times -_-“ hehe..I was puzzled why it took such a long time until Yunn Yi pointed me a small scanner below the screen =p How embarassing.. and needless to say the all laughed at me =(
It took around 3 hours to reached Denpasar airport . Slept during the flight and were disturbed by the voice of Meng every now and then teasing the girls -_-“ Instead I found Meng and Yi are quite compatible as they teased each other most of the time during the trip..haha.. ^_^ Just joking ya.. Yunn Yi.. if you are reading this =p Don’t put into heart o… We then proceed to our 2 stars Hotel, Saphir Mabisa Inn by taxi and the driver named ‘Gede’ offered us tour guide services for Rp350,000 and just when we reached the hotel, the receptionist offered us the tour guide for only Rp300,000. We then proceed to cancel the service offered by Gede and took the one recommended by the receptionist. Um.. the hotel are not really nice but it’s acceptable, cant ask for more for this kind of price ^_^
Our first meal there, hardly recall the name of the dishes but it’s kinda nice. Too bad I still havent receive the photos, otherwise can post it up on the blog. Nvm.. I’ll edit it later. There isn’t much things to do for the first day as it’s already late at night by the time we reached there. So we just manage to walk around the street nearby the hotel and the proceed back to hotel, watching tv, playing cards and then went to bed as we have to wake up earlier the next day.

First dinner at Bali ^_^

Day 2 -18/04/05 (Monday)
Woke up around 7.15am and then take a hot bath ^_^ how nice if my house have a water heater. Went to eat breakfast which were provided by the hotel.. buffet style breakfast.. but not much choice.. -_-“ anyway..it’s fine with me =) as I don’t eat much for breakfast. We then proceed to lobby and wait for our tour guide, it’s a sunny morning.. sun light was strong as if it was noon where it was only 8am. 8.30am, our tour guide came.. the name is ‘Wayan Yudana’ driving a jeep called ‘Kijang’ ^_^ Communication is a small problem.. as their BM are different from ours.
Well..well..well our first destination. “Barong Dance” Thinking of this made me smile.. it’s just disappointing paying Rp50,000 each for this boring show. In other words.. the show sucks ^_^ Erm.. although it sucks.. I might have to elaborate a bit =p erm.. at first a lion-dance like creature came out from the stage and did its slow motion cat walk.. and took it around 5-10min to move one step forward. Frankly speaking.. I’ve yawned a few times by then. -_-“ Every once in a while, it will move its jaws.. making the ‘kak kak’ sound.. and then transform itself by moving its face up and down -_- I’m not sure if it’s name is Barong or wat… instead.. I cant even make sure which one is Barong…^_^ Kinda blur.. to keep this short.. then came another monkey like creature.. moving around dono what its doing.. and went back into the back yard.. I’ve yawned another few times by then.. and saw quite a number of puzzled faces around -_-“ then came out two women.. er..should I said old ladies doing their traditional dance.. omg.. even ladies dancing cant catch my attention.. -_-“ you know how suck it is already la.. after that.. few men and few creatures take turn to come out and shout like mad whereas I don’t think any people knew what they are doing.. well.. at least I don’t ^_^ There are parts where they take bunch of vegetables to do the fights -_-“ I wonder if vegetables can kill.. Anyway.. I think most of us humiliate them by giving a few applause after the show end.. and yet..i still don’t know what they are doing.. I better chk the internet for the story later.

The so called - "Barong" i think -_-"

Then the guide took us to the so called.. silver and gold shop -_-“ more like a black shop for me.. the only thing that catch my attention is the monkey inside the cage.. erm..can feel that the four of us start to lose faith -_-“ and next we proceed to another shop selling pictures/painting.. another disappointing one. The next destination took us about 2 hours to reach there.. at last a place worth visiting, stop at a restaurant for lunch with a nice view of a volcano. The wind there was strong and cool ^_^ and we then take turn to take photos there. After that just when we went out of the restaurant, a bunch of kids rush to us.. “Ten thousand, ten thousand…” is all I can hear ^_^ They sure look pity.. at last Yunn Yi, Ying Ying & Tuck Meng bought something from them haha.. my friends are just nice ^_^ made myself feel like I’m very cruel for not buying.

Meng and Yunn Yi ^_^

Yunn Yi and Ying Ying ^_^

Yunn Yi and Myself ^_^
Our next place to visit is a temple. Where we need to wear ‘Sarung’ to go in. Ying Ying was lucky as she bought herself one. The rest of us will have to wear the one provided by the temple which is orange in colour ^_^ Nothing much to do also.. it’s just taking photos and more photos only, but we did made wish and threw coins into the wishing pond where there’s a big circle in the centre where ppl use to make wish and throw coins into it. The circle is big enough to fill thousands and millions of coins…but this friend of mine Yunn Yi -_-“ she missed =p hahaha… perhaps she’s too tired.

Photo taken at the temple ^_^

We then proceed back to hotel and went for our spa session. ^_^ I found it was the best part of the trip haha.. very relaxing.. a bit cold though.. we went out for shopping and dinner after that.. and bargain all the way.. feeling tired I slept around 11pm..Zzzz

Day 3 – 19/04/05 (Tuesday)
Had a sound sleep..and as usual we go for breakfast then proceed back to our room and get change and go to the beach. ^_^ Mh.. It’s a nice beach there.. waves are kinda huge.. you can hear them roaring before reaching the beach -_-“ Definitely not for swimming.. I did hesistate whether to get wet or not.. but since we’re there..it would be a waste if not to get into the sea. Meng and myself get a board and start heading toward those huge waves.. mh..at first I thought it would be quite dangerous..but once I’m out there.. it’s kinda fun ^_^

Photo taken at the beach nearby ^_^ with tatoo
Once we had enough and went back to shore.. the girls already had a tatoo -_-“ Since all of them get one.. then I also follow lor… after that we went for foot reflexiology =D Pain~ but relaxing ^_^ Later during evening, Wayan came to fetch us to Tanah Lot.. A place with a temple on the sea.. a place with very nice sunset view..

i went to the temple behind by myself ^_^

Nice View taken by me ^_^

that night we had our dinner at a seaside restaurant.. very nice and romantic surrounding.. kinda perfect place for couples.. we ordered prawn, cuttlefish, vege, fish and ‘lala’ ..mh.. the food is just nice ^_^ but the place is better

Photo taken at the seaside restaurant
At night.. Meng and I went swimming at the pool..ordered a bottle of beer there =) So enjoy.. first time.. drinking beer while swimming =D the gals then came and had a long chat ^_^ and as usual.. I preferred to be a listener .. at the same time admiring the night view.. and listening to them =) That was the last night at bali which worth recalling ^_^

Day 4 – 20/04/05 (Wednesday)
Our last day at Bali… we set off to Bedugul in the morning. And reach there around 10am+ , another nice place worth visiting..It’s hard to find a lake in a highland.. and that’s what make this place special.. cool air.. beautiful scenery.. just nice.. we took a lot of photo there.and few of them taken together with a big python ^_^

Few photos taken at Bedugul

Again.. the guy bring us to eat buffet again -_-“ then we insist to look for something else..at last we stop by a small booth selling suckling pig ^_^ Had our lunch there.. cheapest throughout the trip =) After that the driver just drop us somewhere around legian/kuta and do some shopping there… I’ve bought myself a kite.. a singlet.. and few key chain.. -_-“ kinda envy the gals for having so much to buy ^_^ Another thing worth mentioning is that ..during the shopping time.. Yunn Yi called “Tee Ying Ying” to have a look at something.. and these two Indonesian keep on calling her name and laugh like mad ^_^ what’s worse is that whenever someone pass by ..they call them ‘Tee Ying Ying” -_-“ I guess sooner or later.. the word Ying Ying will be used frequently in Bali especially calling for customer. ^_^ Finally we proceed to airport and ready to go back.. had our dinner there and then walk around the air port waiting for departure..
The flight started at 8pm and reached KLIA around 11pm. We waited until 12am for the taxi and then send Yunn Yi home, followed by Ying Ying , Tuck Meng and Myself =)

After all.. Bali is a nice place to visit ^_^ Hope that I’ll have the chance to go there again la Zzzzz…

I’m going to be a millionaire =P

2005-04-15T12:35:00.000+08:00

^_^ Don’t get confuse.. I said that because it’s in Rupiah -_-“ Information from a friend that RM1 equivalent to 2430 Rupiah. So a mere RM500 will make you a millionaire hehe.. Well at least I was once a millionaire and who knows ? Maybe I’ll become a true one someday =P Erm.. too early to dream huh? Hard to say.. no one can predict. I’m really really sleepy and tired today.. slept late last night -_- because of playing Mahjong with housemate and ex-housemate =) lossed RM20+ .. -_-“ never had a good hand the whole night =( I’m just unlucky la… sigh..no matter in gambling or watever.. lucky things never happen in me =( Guess I wont be updating my blog lately .. going off for a vacation =) 17th April – 20th April and 21st April is a holiday =) That’s just nice.. hope the trip will be a nice one la ^_^

Childhood Part II

2005-04-13T18:20:00.000+08:00

Today is Disaster Recovery day for my work place.. so.. there’s no need for me to wake up early =) Came to work at 2pm ..but will probably last until late at night.. Em..i prefer this kind of working hour than the normal boring 9am-6pm routine. Slept at 6am this morning -_- Still cant believe that there are girls that play Warcraft DotA. Infact not a noob player too.. =) Kinda admired her.. cute and deadly ^_^ Mh.. back to my childhood =D gonna finish this today.. before I go for bali.. haha..

Sports is a must during childhood.. although I’m not a pro athelic, I consider myself competitive in sports la =)

Sports:
Badminton
This is one of my favourite, I usually join my brother and his friend for badminton.. cant believe that I wake up as early as 6am in the morning for sports -_- If you are to ask me wake up at 6am nowadays.. I think it’s kinda impossible =p getting old.. and lazy haha.. erm..been to few competition but never emerge as champion =(

Jogathon
Yeah.. this one normally held one a year at my hometown.. the best I can get is 10th place =) Whole kampar leh hehe.. Still recall that school organise a team to Malaysia cergas jogathon..it’s not the sports that worth recalling.. it’s the night before that..because we have to stay overnight at the school.. and probably cant get some sleep =D so.. everyone just walk instead of jog during that day =p before that.. there a few indians as well.. putting a ‘cempedak’ infront of the classroom’s door saying that they are afraid of ghost =p hehe.. so superstitious.. but heard that school is haunted @_@ ..every now and then.. friends will wake up as early as 6am for jogging =D

Climbathon
Another favourite =D I just like sports during school time.. and it’s kinda fun.. with bunch of close friends climbing hills together.. This is the sports that laid a scar on my stomach -_- running down the slope is kinda dangerous.. as there are sharp branches around..and you can hardly find any things to hold to.. I was running at high speed that time and lost control.. plundge myself into a sharp branch.. hitting me on the stomach.. causing me hard to breath for a minute.. mh..from there.. I just walk down slowly =(

Cycling
Mh.. I don’t know since when I started to enjoy being alone -_- I often ride a moutain bike myself cycling for whole 10km jogathon path.. which is kinda adventurous.. as it went through mining area with lake beside.. jungles like terrain.. passing through half broken bridges -_- and railways as well… all alone =) but sometime will see people jogging.. things get more excited when it’s raining =D too bad.. all these area were now developed into housing area..

Events:
Camping
I’ve only been to camping twice =( once at primary school and the other one during secondary school if I’m not mistaken. I’m a boy scout during primary school and a St.John member during seconday school. It’s kinda toturing attending camp.. often gets humiliated by the officer.. but nevertheless a good experience.. not to mention that I join St.John because there are many girls member =p

School Trip
Primary school time ..haha.. my first time wearing trousers =D friends laugh at me for looking like an old guy =( it’s just weird .. why parents only bought me shorts.. and never trousers =D The trip is to penang =D Chin Chai , Tzyy Yang and me sharing the two bus seats -_- you can imagine how suffer it is haha.. and lucky didn’t get drown at ‘Rasa Sayang’ beach.. the wave nearly pull me away.. thinking it back.. It’s just dangerous letting children playing at the beach without guardiance.. We have many sweet moments there =D went to bukit bendera and botanical garden =) The next trip is ‘Gua tempurung and Gua Kando’ ..I have to beg for my parents permission joining them =( instead my friends plead my parents as well =D It’s just nice during that time.
Societies Event
I’m a member of the ‘Kelab Kembara’ SMSK =) Instead the secretary of the club. We’ve organize a gathering and malam kembara. There are so much to write about the gathering.. It’s also where I meet this sweet girl.. Lim Siew Yin.. haha.. it was a crush by then.. she’s getting married on 1st of July 2005 =) Just received a call from her today.. ^_^ Well..we are still friend.. a good friend too.. This friend of mine drive me crazy during my Form 5 period..Not a single day without her on my mind ~_~ heart beat raised and just don’t know what to talk facing her hahaha.. I missed this kind of feeling.. Still cant find one by now that I will tremble talking with her like that haha..
Another event is that we have to setup a show room for the kelab kembara societies.. which require us to build watch tower and etc. That day all the close friends met after dinner.. and as usual we all came out earlier for some arcade before proceed to school =D During our time at school.. it was about midnight.. where we heard the school bell rang twice @_@ and then the guard came to us and tell us he saw a ghost carrying a baby -_-“ not sure whether he’s trying to scare us or wat.. but the way he talked .. tearly eyes made us believe and leave the school immediatedly =\ Lucky we didn’t see the ghost as we did played hide and seek that night at school compound …ew.. so scary.

Random gathering
It’s hard to gather around after school time.. but once in a while.. all the guys will meet up for some kind of gathering or short trip together =) Will list few of them here.. the best one is definitely the trip to genting.. where most of the guys member are around.. Wai Hoong, Chun Shong, Chin Chai, Tzyy Yang, Kim Hoong, Tuck Meng, Wey Shyoug, Chee Wooi, Chok Seong and myself =D too bad Tuck Haw isnt joining =( It’s not about the place that matter.. it’s about the unity.. and friendships.. how many of you still able to keep in touch closely after career started ? =)
Well there are two kinda disaster gathering haha.. thinking of it still makes me laugh.. and every now and then will become souce of laughter and it’s just sweet recalling. Em..the first one.. location : Latar Kinjang , chenderiang =D We, Chun Shong, Tuck Meng, Tuck Haw, Chin Chai and myself just had a wonderful time at the waterfall there.. I was driving ABL4219 , my dad’s van =) Nissan Vannette if not mistaken.. yellow in color.. It was a 180 degree straight road.. with few stone barrier along the road.. and I’m having snack =D Being over confident.. I pour the snack into my mouth without looking at the road.. and the van went a bit off road.. just when I had finish eating and eyes back to the road.. “Tiu Lor!!” – bad words !! then the van turn about 270 degree haha.. a piece of my leg’s skin peel off.. Chun Shong’s leg suffer a small cut.. Smoke coming out at the front of the van, I quickly get off the car and go to behind and look for my friend condition =D Tuck Haw, Chin Chai and Tuck Meng.. all laying upfront. “What happened ?” asked Tuck Haw =p hahaha.. I forgot how I answered him.. but pratically we’ve hit a big stone =D Chin Chai’s eyes swollen and bleeding a bit.. and Tuck Meng and Tuck Haw feel ache all over his body =) That was the last time I drove a van.. =( luckily parents were good enough for not beating me up =) instead they show concern on how I feel and whether I’m shocked =D
Another one.. Dragon Way path.. nice name huh? The guys : Kim Hoong, Tuck Haw, Chin Chai, Tzyy Yang and me =D That’s why I consider Tuck Haw and Chin Chai as my best buddies =D We’ve been through many good and bad times together hahaha.. well.. It was 6pm something where we planned to go hiking =D We’ve reached the top easily and some old folks told us there’s a new path going down.. being curious and over confident again.. we decided to take the new path down.. it’s already started raining and in a jungle.. when it start to rain.. you can hardly see anything.. as day grew darker Tzyy Yang started to panic ^_^ mumbling about his gf will worried and etc, then he started ignoring us going full speed down alone.. where the rest stay together slowly and calmly trying to find a way down =) Imagine u cant see anything in a forest.. and it’s raining.. isnt that exciting?? At last this guy slow down and wait for us.. because he cant see ^_^ so we stopped.. because worry about going into wrong way as it’s really really dark.. we sat down..and start screaming for HELP =D so embarassing… hahaa.. after 30 minutes later.. we decided to stay overnight .. but luckily ppl knew we are still there and came up to get us down =) there’s one embarassing moment.. but I choose not to disclose =p haha..

Birthday parties
Er.. I don’t celebrate birthday much.. the most memorable one is during my 17th birthday. Where these bunch of guys trying to make fool on me =p Coming at midnight knocking on my door with a birthday cake ^_^ That’s just sweet =D

Apart from sweet memories.. there are sad moment which are inevitable.. and here’s a few of them..

Sad moments >.<
Funeral
Death is part of life.. and it’s always sad knowing that someone you love is not around anymore.. To my mother, grandmother, grandfather, god-mother, and few close relative of mine.. Hope you all rest in peace.. and bless us.. The hardest time in my life.. is when I knew that mom diagnose with cancer.. whenever she said ‘Ngo ng se tuck lei dei’ .. tears will flow down the cheek.. no matter how hard I tried to control it.. I just failed to. It’s even more toturing seeing her getting thinner and thinner daily.. finally she went into coma after few months of battle with the disease.. and passed away with dad,brother and me beside her ~@_@~ Mom is not around anymore.. Her love / care / guidance will never be forgotten.. Sob..how I wish she’s still alive.. It’s been years apart.. yet.. she’s still in my heart..

Parents beat me up =p
I’ve been beaten by parents for numerous time.. mostly is because of going to video game centre..I never blame them =D instead appreciate it.. if it’s not them I wonder where I am now.. Cane is painful -_-“ I always tried to hide it haha.. but if mom/dad couldn’t find it.. they still had their palm ^_^ slapping is better than canning though =p having cane mark is just embarassing hahaha..

Teachers toturing me ..haha
I’m a naughty boy during primary school.. I just don’t know why.. I changed all of a sudden into quiet person after primary school. During standard 1 to standard 4 , classmate are afraid of me -_- and I’m the head of the gangster in my class.. I still remember guys name Chin Loong , Foong Weng Kheong, Chai Teck Onn, Hoong Kim Loon, Lai Kah Loon and etc.. they are just a bunch of nice guys during that time..but I wonder how they are doing now. Heard that Chin Loong become a drug addict -_-“ the rest still ok I think. Teacher use to toture us by drawing on our face..pinching on the stomach and the worst one is take off ur shorts infront of class!! Lucky I’m not until that level =p anyway.. no matter how naughty I am.. I never failed to get top 10 in class during that period =p

Conflict with friends
I tried as much as I can to avoid this.. that’s why most friends are close with me =D However there are bad times too.. where things are out of control.. friendship is important to me.. that’s why I never loose my temper infront of them.. no matter how they tease me =D they just cant make me mad =p but I do make others angry sometimes.. and It’s just hard to say sorry.. this words.. is kinda hard to say to close friends.. one of my friend is Lee Wing Hin, I remember I made him angry during secondary school and I feel so sorry but just don’t have the guts to apologize.. our friendship went sour.. erm.. I mean not close anymore.. yet we are still friend though.. He’s taking PHD ..wow.. guess I’ll have to call him Professor Lee next new year gathering.

I guess.. that’s part of my childhood then.. if I were to type in detail it’ll take years and hundreds or thousands of pages to finish this =D At least these two articles will be posted and sometime.. someday.. if I were to forget these sweet memories.. at least I have something to remind me =) Good day!!

Childhood Part I

2005-04-12T13:58:00.000+08:00

Well..everyone have one =) normally the best part of life .. no worries ..no commitment .. less reponsibilities ..more entertainment ..we don’t even have to worry about our meals =) Cant deny that not everyone had a nice childhood.. some even suffer during that time.. and I do pity them. What inspire me to type this is that.. when I’m on my way to work this morning.. I saw kids playing happily =) Which makes me recalled my time during their age.. which is kinda sweet =)
There are so much to remember.. and thinking of it never fail to make me smile =) We grew up.. and as days goes by we tend to concentrate on our works or studies. How often do you recall back your precious moments during childhood? As for me.. at least one a week.. I’ve always thought of writing it down..just in case I forgot or just as a note for myself when memory of childhood faded as we grew older.
Um.. it’s kinda hard recalling moments which were 10-20+ yrs back. =) If any of you reading.. pls bear with me as it will be a long one since it’s abt my childhood =) If this bored you.. I don’t care abt it haha.. as it’s just an article mainlyfor myself =p Erm..here’s a list of things related to my childhood and probably yours? :

Games:
1. Guli – marbles =)
2. Gasing – I don’t even know what is it in english =P
3. ‘Peng Peng’- Hide and Seek =)
4. ‘Kong Chai Ji’ – small piece of paper with picture on it =)
5. ‘Liew Kuan Chai’ – two stick made with broomstick
6. ‘Bing Juk Chak’- Cops & Thief =)
7. ‘Wulut’ – don’t know how to spell this =)
8. ‘Tan Keok’ – One leg jumping around cathing ppl =)
9. ‘Lala shell’ – haha.. cant believe it’s a game during that time =p
10. Firecracker – it’s CNY =)
11. ‘Chui Yan’ – A guy chasing other bunch of fellow running around =D
12. Micro Genius / Arcade / PC games – Hehe.. my expertise & favourite =)
13. ‘Sik Yan Ball’ – Haha..another funny one =D

Media/TV/Videos:
1. Cartoons/Anime
2. Porn – wahahaha.. >_<

Sports:
1. Badminton
2. Jogathon
3. Climbathon
4. Cycling
5. Jogging

Events:
1. Camping
2. School Trip
3. Societies Event
4. Random gathering
5. Self organize trip
6. Birthday parties
7. Bicycle pool =D

Sad moments >.<
1. Funeral
2. Parents beat me up =p
3. Teachers toturing me ..haha
4. Conflict with friends
5. Moody moments

Well.. here’s a bit of each which I think worth recalling

Games:
Guli – marbles =)
Let’s see how to start this =) Um.. this game require great concentration and precise aiming .. hehe.. I still recall, a pack of 6 marbles selling for 20 cent =D Erm.. Games usually consist of 2 types.. the first one is to draw a circle and players put an amount of marbles inside and then use another one to hit them out of the circle.. and another one is each player throw their marble at each other.. haha..not at the person of course.. I mean trying to hit their marble =) Nothing much happening for this game.. as I usually win most of the time =p and there’s a special white marble we called ‘Bukulu’ =) marbles which is white in color with a blend of orange/yellow and etc.. I think it’s almost extinct by now haha.. most of them only used for decorative puporses already =D

Gasing – I don’t even know what is it in english =P
It’s hard to describe this..as I hardly remember what’s it is called in english -_- eh .. eh.. it’s a piece of wood with a nail attached ..haha..how about that? Erm.. it’s kinda funny when u put it on your hand.. I hardly remember the game play =( all I know is that.. loser will have his gasing buried into the ground and winner will use his gasing’s nail and whack on the lose one .. making a hole on it and wat’s worse is piercing out pieces of woods..hehe.. very violence game =)

‘Peng Peng’- Hide and Seek =)
Another favourite past time during childhood.. well..i guess most ppl still know the game play =) My favourite place to hide -> on a tree haha.. -_- sometimes were bitten by various types of ants.. =p And what’s the interesting part is that few friends trying to climb up the same tree with limited space is just hilarious =D Another classic moment is that me and my friends are playing hide and seek in a garden of my hometown ‘Tmn Muhibah’ =D .. Thinking of it already started to make me laugh haha.. This guy ‘Ah Yan’ lmao.. hehe.. fall into a shallow pool in the garden during the game =p because of losing balance crossing the stonehedge like bridge ^_^

‘Kong Chai Ji’ – small piece of paper with picture on it =)
Kids are dying for this =D hurting their palm just to win few pieces of worthless paper which can be bought with 10cent for 30 pieces =) Well I think it’s more about the pride than the game.. another type is to use a slipper throwing at the stacked paper.. those which was hit and out of the circle will be claimed =D Another game which already extint .. I can hardly find one piece of that for now =(

‘Liew Kuan Chai’ – two stick made with broomstick
Woah..this one is dangerous ^_^ because the speed varies with strength.. imagine a broomstick flying at you at 40-50km/h hitting you on the head.. Aw~~ that’s painful.. well.. I never tried though as I’m smart enough to evade or to catch the stick =p however someone did tried mine =( which cause me to feel uncomfortable with the game after that.. this guy failed to catch the stick and it hit him in the face @_@ and he went bleeding and crying -_- I really don’t know what to do that time.. it’s like stunned there for a few second.. lucky he’s still alive =p

‘Bing Juk Chak’- Cops & Thief =)
Ah.. this one brings pride to me =) I’m always the thief =p and even few cops failed to catch me haha.. the cops are kinda slow.. or my friends are kinda slow =p hehe.. just joking.. Normally played during Friday school day since we start our class at 2.30pm =) we’ll probably at the school at abt 11am ^_^

‘Wulut’ – don’t know how to spell this =)
A sissy game =p best if there are girls joining hehe.. where the one in the middle have chance to hold their hands haha.. and the girls are kinda slow too =p Nothing much to talk about this one ..as I seldom play with girls hahaha..

‘Tan Keok’ – One leg jumping around cathing ppl =)
Mh.. another expertise of mine =p probably because I’m too small to catch.. and quite sneaky =p I still recall senior schoolmate being humiliated haha.. mh..don’t want to talk much about this either..otherwise ppl will find me proud.. =p

‘Lala shell’ – haha.. cant believe it’s a game during that time =p
=D you wont believe this.. my friends and I loaf around the backyard and drain searching for “Lala” shell.. we’ll act as if we found money if we manage to see any of them in the drain or rubbish pileage.. we didn’t even know what’s the meaning of dirty during that time.. another sample of how innocent kids are =p I never never win this game before.. no matter how much shell I found.. how hard the shells are.. I’ll always lose to this neighbour of mine -_- mainly because his father is selling seafood at the market.. and my cooked lala shell will always be crunchier than his raw one =p stand no chance at all hahaha..

Firecracker – it’s CNY =)
Another dangerous yet popular game =) There are plenty of sweet moments concerning firecracker and some of them are hard to forget and some are just sad.. When new year is around.. I normally go ‘tikam’ with my brother at ‘Soh Poh’ there.. =) Being a child that time.. we are kinda naughty and sometime will play cheat =p but a minor one like tearing an extra firecracker =p Sometime feel quite funny thinking back. Have any of you ever tried to put a fire cracker in a pile of bullshit ..yeah.. u are right.. it’s ‘bull shit’ set it on and a bunch of mindless children daring each other not to leave until it explode =D stupid.. but funny and sweet..
Well..it also brings pain to myself.. I burned myself many times.. and nearly went blind once… it happen when I remove all the TNT powder from the firecracker and put it in a pile.. being lazy to get at jolt stick.. I set it off with lighter -_- just when I thought I can run away.. “PUFF” a wave of heat rush towards my face.. lucky I was able to close my eyes fast enough.. but my eye brows , skins and hair are partly burned -_- from there on.. I’ve been very careful with firecracker =)

‘Chui Yan’ – A guy chasing other bunch of fellow running around =D
Mh..much alike the cops and thief game.. difference is just that only one cop and the one who caught will be the cop himself. It’s popular during primary school =D where kelas tambahan start at 4pm.. we normally went few hours later just to catch some excitement of being chased =D

Micro Genius / Arcade / PC games – Hehe.. my expertise & favourite
What else can I say abt this?? It’s part of my live.. I own a micro genius during childhood.. where ppl use to exchange video games cassette .. normally when mom is out to buy things.. I’ll secretly start playing.. hehe.. the console is normally hidden inside the cupboard where mom’s used to hide her key behind the door =p I’ll just set it up to play for 30mins and put it back before she’s back -_- pity myself during that time haha.. well.. I get to play all days during weekend though =) A simple game like ‘Kung Fu’ keep me occupied whole day -_-“ where the game run over and over again.. and I recall I’ve once played until level 80 where the cassette hang there hehe..
Then during secondary school.. I went into arcade.. it’s kinda addictive.. and parents forbid me from entering video game centre.. =( mainly because it’s not a place to go..and they thinks it’s only for bad guys.. so what I do is I go out earlier to tuition just to play a few games there =D but I’ve been caught few times by parents.. and end up being beat up =(
After the government barred the acrade.. there’s where PC games comes in.. and that time I owned myself a playstation by working at singapore =) and till now I’ve got myself a Playstation 2 and a 1.7mHz PC. There are too much too write about this..but I choose not to..as it will take a long time to finish this =)

‘Sik Yan Ball’ – Haha..another funny one =D
Ewl.. this hurts.. a baseball hitting you at full speed -_- it’s even worse if the ball went into the drain with orange like water.. and hit you with white shirt on -_-“ you don’t want that to happen to u.. I guarantee u.. as I’m the victim myself a few times before hehe.. and also a pro that land numerous orange sign on other people’s shirt as well =D It’s just hard to explain to parents what’s sign is it on your shirt haha..

Phew… there goes the games..=D Here some Media/TV/Videos which is part of my childhood as well. :

Cartoons/Anime
Any of you know what is Thundercats ? G Force =p ? Ultraman ? Carebears ? Captain Planet ? Smurf ? Hehe.. well.. it’s some of the famous cartoons during my times =) we don’t have power rangers then =D The most memorable moments is that I was rushing to get some clothes with my tower on after taking bath..in order to catch the ultraman show -_-“ since the floor of my house is kinda slippery.. I fell down.. hit my head against the floor.. then started to vomit and fainted.. scared the hell out of my parents =) so sorry about that.. I just love ultraman during kids time keke..

Porn – wahahaha..
Wow.. surpised?!! Hey.. I’m a guy.. and for me..i think it’s normal haha.. anyway.. special thanks to my buddies.. Tzyy Yang, Chin Chai, Tuck Meng, Chok Seong, Chun Shong, Kim Hoong, Wey Shyoug, and Chee Wooi who watched it together with me kekeke.. I provide the place.. you guys provide the source hahaha.. really funny when Tzyy Yang go to rent porn and he’s underage =p That one is classic!! LMAO.

Omg.. I’m kinda tired typing.. better save the best for last ^_^ I’ll continue when I’m free =D

Rainy Monday -_-

2005-04-11T15:01:00.000+08:00

It was raining early in the morning.. which enable me to sleep for an extra 30 min =) With the reason of looking for rain shelter .. I reach office at 9.40am hehe.. and been working since then.. Went to Ichi-Ban for buffet.. a fairwell lunch for a colleague of mine.. what a waste.. guys like me who don’t eat sushi and hardly like raw food..can only eat rice and normal food.. more likely eating economic mixed rice than buffet -_- and it’s RM34. Well.. actually I’m not worried abt the trip to Bali.. not at all.. it’s just that I’m a bit moody lately -_- probably because of another boring weekend .. Not sure what’s going on lately.. my left eye keep trembling.. like trying to tell me something ^_- what’s worse is that ppl said… left -> bad & right -> good .. haha.. Am I that superstitious? Well.. I’m not.. just wondering abt that.. Just missed a call today because of faulty handphone =( just when I tried to answer it switched off automatically.. sigh.. I wonder if it’s a call from some company asking me for interview.. sigh .. another chance slipped away.. =) maybe I think too much.. too imaginative huh..mh..nevermind.. I rather being the way I am than having a dumb mind haha… Zzz..it’s just 3pm !! I hate Monday !!!

Sigh.. Earthquake hits Indonesia Again..

2005-04-10T23:53:00.000+08:00

Just inform by friend that there's another quake at Indonesia just now.. sigh.. next week will be going to Bali.. dad will sure make noise abt the trip ~_~ but what to do?? I just want to go so badly.. because.. i really really didnt go for a trip for sometime..anyway.. if it happens that quake/tsunami hits during my trip.. i think that's how god want my life to be.. mh.. not in mood of blogging today.. cheers...

It's Friday again =D

2005-04-08T12:24:00.000+08:00

Hehe..cant believe I slept at 11.00pm last night =) Mainly it’s because streamyx is experiencing slow connection to US and few countries. Which cause battlenet to lag during games. Cant really enjoy the game and I’m having headache at that moment.. so the best thing I can do is to sleep =) Anyway I did woke up few times during midnight the first time is at 2am , receive an SMS from a friend at 11.50pm and keep on beeping until I noticed it at 2am -_- then the second time at 4am.. probably is because I’ve already get used of few hours sleep.. which cause me to wake up automatically =) and the last one is at 5.30am.. woke up to search for my blanket -_- haha.. well.. it’s Friday.. yeah.. dated a friend of mine for overnight gaming =) this weekend.. I think it’s better than staying at home.. ok la.. hope it’s a nice weekend la.. ^_^

Time to improve !!!

2005-04-06T11:16:00.000+08:00

Feel so toturing to wake myself up today.. how I wish today is public holiday so that I can sleep for the whole morning.. But things never goes the way I want..nothing much I can do.. have to force myself to wake up and go for work again.. anyway.. It’s not a bad thing though.. at least it means I’m still capable of waking up and earn myself a living.. Hm. I’ve always thought of upgrading myself.. but this devil in me is just hard to conquer.. instead I think most people are having this kind of problem too =D well at least I am.. Laziness is a big problem.. I think there are only few things which can make me move my a** =)

1. If I am unemployed and dying for a job
2. If someone important force/encourage me to
3. If I got a high fever and went mad

However.. I did tried starting, but it always end up in smoke.. just don’t have much determination.. Evil always win =D sometimes.. kinda angry over myself for giving up so easily or being so lazy =( and I envy those who can concentrate so much on upgrading himself/herself.. I’m getting old.. if I were to continue this kind of attitude.. I didn’t see myself going anywhere.. An analyst programmer is not what I want to be for my whole life.. If I wasn’t able help myself.. I believe no one can help me.. It’s just a matter of whether I want to improve or not.. Well.. I’ll try.. pray for me ^_^

Free and Lonely =D

2005-04-04T23:54:00.000+08:00

Monday, it's drizzling early in the morning.. have to force myself leaving my bed,pillow and bolster =) It's just nice.. crawling around the matress like a lazy worm haha.. Anyway.. hiccup of the day.. being complain by superior for another superior fault...nevertheless it's a good day after all... actually i was dated by few ex-colleague of mine for dinner today.. but just when i wan to leaver my office .. it started to rain.. luckily i was able to stop at KLCC for shelther .. at last.. the dinner was postponed.. all i can do is to queue for a movie ticket and guess wat.. i went for the HITCH.. what's worse is that i'm watching it alone -_- where couples sitting beside.. making me feel a bit awkward.. anyway.. it's just a nice show.. hilarious, and touching.. never fail to warm a lonely heart =) a heart like mine.. how nice if i am watching it with the love of my life.. cant deny the movie is more suitable for couples.. at least i think will boost their relationship a bit if the guys learn from it.. =) so..here i am.. alone at home again.. updating this blog of mine.. sigh.. when will 'the one' appear leh..?? Zzzzzz...

Another weekend wasted -_-

2005-04-04T00:22:00.000+08:00

It's been a while i didnt update my blog, doesnt matter =) because i think there isnt anyone reading.. for me.. it's just a site to voice out my thoughts.. my feels.. and my secrets lol.. although not much secrets to tell.. instead none so far =p
Anyway.. another weekend passed.. just like that.. 2 days of loneliness.. all alone at home, been out twice for takeaway meal =) other than that.. it's just my PC, my room, my TV and myself. It's kinda lonely.. cant deny it.. but i couldnt think of anything to do >_<
Gaming is part of the entertainment though... but playing in public were not just satisfying.. not sure whether i'm too good or whether they are too poor.. just cant enjoy the game.. in other words.. it's not challenging at all.. which makes me feel pointless.. sigh..
Well.. after all.. it's a brand new week again.. let's hope it's a good one and a meaningful one =)

A Joke That Never Fail to put a smile on my face =D

2005-03-30T17:44:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Whenever I'm moody, boring, angry, upset or depressed, I'll read this joke which was forwarded to me by an ex-colleague =) It never fail to cheer me up a bit.. well.. at least a smile =D and here's the joke :

A MBA and an Engineer go on a camping trip, set up their tent, and fell asleep. Some hours later, the Engineer wakes his MBA friend, "Look up at the sky and tell me what you see.".
The MBA replies, "I see millions of stars.". The Engineer asks "What does that tell you?".
The MBA ponders for a minute : "Astronomically speaking, it tells me that there are millions of galaxies and potentially billions of planets. Astrologically, it tells me that Saturn is in Leo. Time wise, it appears to be approximately a quarter past three. Theologically, it's evident the Lord is all-powerful and we are small and insignificant. Meteorologically, it seems we will have a beautiful day tomorrow. What does it tell you?".
The Engineer friend is silent for a moment, then speaks. "Practically...Someone has stolen our tent.".

Um..mayb some ppl may found it not funny.. but it does put a silly smile on me =D

Another AfterShock !

2005-03-29T11:12:00.000+08:00

Another earthquake with 8.2 magnitude occured.. heard that around 2000+ perish in the disaster.. luckily there's no sign of another killer tsunami. Well, I'm a bit worry about the trip to Bali :) What if the quake happen when i'm there? What if tidal wave attack during the trip? Em.. no one will know.. if it happen, it happen. No one will be able to predict, only precaution that will help. Anyway, no matter what happen, i'm all set for the trip. If someone is destined to die, there's no way you can escape from death. LOL, i'm thinking as if disaster will strike during that day >.< we'll see..

A Busy Monday

2005-03-28T16:26:00.000+08:00

Well.. it's a busy monday.. Came back from hometown after the 'Ching Ming'.. Wonder what was wrong with me.. nearly fainted at the cemetry.. it's like having an anemia all of a sudden, maybe it's too hot or i'm not having enough sleep. This is the second time i'm feeling dizzy suddenly.. i've been having headache occasionally.. dont know what is happening. Um.. cant deny that I'm a bit worry about my health.. but at my age.. i think it's probably too young to fall sick :) It's been a long time i didnt concentrate on my job :p today i just finish modifying 4 reports .. and i've been typing non-stop since this morning. People claim that when programmer gets old, their fingers will tremble because of too much typing.. hopefully this will not happen to me -_-" I've went to the immigration department to make my passport :) instead of waking up early in the morning, i just need an hour lunch break to finish the application :) and will probably able to collect my passport this wednesday.. yeah.. cant wait to go travelling soon.. ok.. gotta get back to work :)

I've got ESOS =D

2005-03-25T14:33:00.000+08:00

Everyone talking about ESOS in the company, well.. suprised.. i've just joined the company for 1 yrs plus and i've was offered 4 :) Too bad i dont really understand how things work.. but i know it's a benefit for sure.. probably have to browse through the net for more information on securities trading already. At least get some general knowledge of it would be nice. Well.. it's Friday :) i'll be going back to Kampar tomorrow, probably after i go and apply for a passport ^^ It would not be a relaxing weekend as i think i have to wake up early to visit mom's tomb, and do whatever necessary... how i wish she's still alive.. ~@_@~

Good Day!!

2005-03-24T10:56:00.000+08:00

=D My leave approved.. will be setting off to BALI on 17th April.. yeah.. 2nd time going abroad since the last time i went working at Singapore after SPM. Need to apply for passport already :) Hopefully it's a pleasant trip la.. hopefully there's no tsunami as well.. >.< if i die in tsunami then too bad la.. erm.. not too bad actually.. just a bit earlier than other ppl :) Actually feel like wanted to take MC today, feel listless and sleepy after waking up.. but boss have been complaining.. i guess i'll have to be more alert on this in order to survive :) anyway.. i really really hope that i will be able to find the job that suits me la.. pray for me..

Omg..

2005-03-22T10:05:00.000+08:00

~_~ Pay day delayed .. hope something is wrong with the system and accidentally bank in few million for me =D LOL ..forgive me.. It's too early.. i feel like dreaming.. mh.. not getting enough sleep lately..probably because of too much gaming.. now that 6.03 is out it will defenitely reduce my sleeping hour too =D Been wondering why no one hosting the new map, it's not bad after all .. maybe it's the player that refuse to change.... maybe..

All In One

2005-03-20T22:20:00.000+08:00

Have you ever tried combining your breakfast, lunch, dinner in one meal? =D I've just did, instead I've did it quite a few times normally during weekend.. Went to play games with friends yesterday till this morning then have been sleeping for the whole day until 10pm >.< quite an unhealthy lifestyle and a meaningless one too.. that's it, wasted a weekend and tomorrow will resume the boring working routine.. sigh..

6.02 Released =D

2005-03-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

Wonder wat is it? it's a warcraft3 map :) a well know one.. that's what i'm doing all the time at night.. mh..too bad not many have the map, so cant test out the game.. in the end.. offering myself to create a DL game for public just to let them DL :) sometime ppl appreciate what you do.. and you meet nice ppl when you are offering help.. i think that apply to real life too :) well.. it's friday.. and a nice one .. let the party begin :)

Weekend =D

2005-03-18T09:30:00.000+08:00

Had a nightmare last nite ^_^ Long time didnt dream already.. maybe it's because of short sleeping period so i hardly had dream :( Gonna surf for information on dream soon :) let's see whether there's a way to increase the dreaming rate or not. Anyway.. it's friday :D been through such a long week, a boring week though.. Actually there's a planned to Penang this weekend, but looks like everything seems perfect during planning but the outcome is always disappointing.. sigh.. guess i'll have to stay at home for the weekend :(

Connection Back To Normal =)

2005-03-17T10:34:00.000+08:00

Lucky i didnt format my PC, streamyx is now back to normal =) It's already a part of my life, since i spent most of my time on W3 Bnet, a day without it will be boring.. sometime feels that i'm kinda isolated, unless friends come over for activities otherwise, it's just my PC and me. Have a nice chat with a good friend last night :) I thought she forgotten me already >.< Anyway.. it's good to keep in touch, at least when I'm down/boring I can find someone to talk to :)

Is it Streamyx or is it my PC problem??

2005-03-16T00:17:00.000+08:00

Sigh.. another bad day.. went swimming today, but got humiliated by a girl.. >.< cant accept the fact that a girl can actually swim faster than me T_T lmao.. Very tired lar..although lose to a girl but i did better than last time la.. today total up to 30 laps :D Thought of enjoy some DoTA game tonight, but i wonder what's wrong with my pc or connection, it's like 3 seconds delay.. being humiliated another consecutive time in a night :( have thought of formatting the PC, but not at this moment.. mayb when i'm free or give tmnet a day or two to make sure what's the problem :) Good night ~

I hate newbie !! -_-

2005-03-15T10:22:00.000+08:00

It's been 2 consecutive day i've forgot to bring my handphone to work .. i'm getting careless and forgetful, neither in work or daily live.. it's just getting worse, maybe too much DOTA i think. And the worse is ppl started hating me, because i've killed too much.. >.< if a game is not to kill i wonder what i'm going to do? or should i just play dumb just to satisfy the noob or let them own me and consider myself a newbie? I just hate game leaver.. and wonder how they gonna improve by leaving :(

Kick@$$ Monday

2005-03-14T10:35:00.000+08:00

It's monday, never really like it, but today is not a bad one because of bosses going on leave :) I've been staying awake since last night, mainly because of oversleeping yesterday.. @_@ feel blur right now, the worse is i have to support the end of day process today :( meaning that i'm only able to reach home earliest at 8pm .. i think i'll have a good night sleep :) After all , i'm already praying for weekend..

Travel Fail LMAO ^_^

2005-03-12T22:13:00.000+08:00

Hahaha... all air tickets were fully booked for the date planned, the fair was so crowded >.< and loaded with pretty girls too :D mh.. although fail to go travelling abroad.. at least we got a local package LOL .. Panuba Inn Resort .. ROFL.. sounds great :D 3D/2N at Pulau Tioman, mh.. cant wait for that day to come.. it's been a long time didnt gather around for some fun :D the date is set to 3-6 June 2005 , hope that most of them can make it , i think that will nice .. well.. at least i hope it is :D A good day for me.. and i guess my fren have a good time too..

Travel Mania

2005-03-12T09:57:00.000+08:00

Sigh, I'm late again.. I overslept @_@ probably because of late DOTA game last night >.< It's Matta Fair today, will meet up with some of my friends there hopefully will be able to find some good travel package :) it's been long time i didnt go travelling.. i mean with a bunch of close friends.. everyone is busy with their own activities, it's kinda hard to juggle the time for each of us to travel together.. anyway, hopefully this time we will be able to gather around for a wonderful trip :)

It's Friday and I'm late

2005-03-11T09:57:00.000+08:00

Great! I woke up at 9am >_< and rush to work at full speed.. reach there at 9.25am, lucky the boss didnt bother much.. sigh.. I knew myself doing badly in this company, because I dont really like task given, instead i dont like the job at all.. I guess i'll have to start looking around as the longer i stay here the more de-motivated i'll be :( Sometime i really envy those who enjoy their job and i always wish i can find the job i like.. and i'll always wishing..

A Loving Couple..

2005-03-10T09:33:00.000+08:00

I saw a young couple early this morning =D How many of you guys will walk ur partner down the flat or will your bf walk you down the stairs just to sent you to work? Mh.. some ppl may think they probably just started their relationship because new couple are simply more caring, but for me i think that's sweet =) simple things like that simply show how much the guy cares.. well to all the guys attached, try to do the same =) and for the gals, dont worry if your bf didnt walk you to work.. it didnt mean that he didnt care if he dont, maybe he care in some other way round =D

Caught in the rain ^^

2005-03-09T19:02:00.000+08:00

I should have stop by KLCC and go for a movie =D but i didnt, I knew it would rain and I didnt even hesitate turning back LOL . It's been a long time riding during rainy days.. it's like thousands of needles piercing through your skin if you go fast enough >_< painful ! and it's cold ~_~ LMAO .. but I'm kinda enjoy , even myself not sure what's the reason haha.. At least it's much much more better than staying at office :p

I'm getting old !

2005-03-09T09:39:00.000+08:00

Wednesday, Had a sound sleep last nite =D probably because of getting exhausted after swimming for an hour. Cant deny that i'm getting old.. 20 laps of non-stop freestyle nearly took my breath away LOL .. few years ago it takes 65 laps to make me feel like dying haha.. nevertheless i guess i can still swim huh.. it's time to buckle up :D well.. i always like wednesday, cheaper ticket price for movies :) but it's been sometime since i went for my last show, long enough for me to hardly recall what movie is it =D um.. let's hope it's a good day ahead shall we?

A series of unfortunate event?

2005-03-08T11:47:00.000+08:00

A very bad morning.. woke up late >_< and rush to work and just when i wanted to start my bike, a pigeon scare the hell out of me by flying over right infront of me -.-" i ignore it and guess wat ? it keep following me side by side and in close distance as if i owe him a lot of money.. um..not sure whether it's a good sign or a bad one as this is the first time a bird keep following me for about 100m nearly. Things went bad when my bike's clutch wire cut lose -.-" luckily there's a motor shop nearby, got if fixed but i'm late by 30minutes :)

Just another day

2005-03-08T01:34:00.000+08:00

Well..monday passed just like that.. i've been sticking at the pc since morning till now @_@ sometimes wonder what if i'm not doing IT, mayb i'll be hanging around with bunch of friends at mamak stall =D but too bad.. it's too late to regret, i've choosen my own path and it's not really that bad huh? omg.. it's only tuesday.. how i wish it was weekend so that i can spend the whole weekend doing nothing lol .. um.. enough for today.. not really in mood typing as the game just now was just ruin by few newbie and humiliated by other player like shit. let's hope tomorrow will be a good day :D

My First Blog =D

2005-03-07T16:38:00.000+08:00

Mh.. I've been through many ppl's blog, but never thought of building one myself. Well, since there are nothing much to do now, might as well create one for fun :) I'm not sure on what to type actually, normally i see ppl posting their thoughts, things that happen through their days and etc. Guess I'll just follow what's the majority been doing :D Um.. nothing much happening today, instead everyday is the same LOL, normal weekdays is like hell, have to force myself getting up to work, especially monday >_< conclusion : my life = boring :D , yet i live with it!